impossible mating

Chapter 7

Maddox POV

"I am going to let you go, so no funny business" I warn. I release her and she remains steady not saying a thing. I relax and get away from her.

Okay here now comes the hard part. What do I say to her?, how can I explain this to her?, I pace around in the room

She looks at me expecting, she folds her arms to her chest and raises her eyebrows expecting a reason good enough to kidnap someone no doubt. I obviously don't have it, I make this involuntary movement I used to do as a child when in trouble still saying nothing. I open my mouth but nothing comes out. This would be so much easier if she were a wolf.

"ohh my God what did you do to my friend?" her brain is very good at multitasking. My mouth runs dry. I gave her friend to the mafia?? The best thing for me to do right now is run.

"listen I will tell you something strange keep an open mind" I try with my wolf encouraging me to tell her she's the love of my life in human terms. How the hell he would know human terms is beyond me.

My mate now has this cute little pout I'm guessing that's keeping an open mind. She's difficult no lie.

"you are my mate" I just said it. I guess I expected confusion from her but not from this girl.

"and??" well being my mate didn't move her so I was instead the confused one.

"I asked you for a reason as to why you kidnapped me?" she repeats herself. I am clearly not ready "and where the hell is my friend?" she asks again I have not a single answer for her.

"you know what?, I am leaving you, we will talk in the morning. I am tired, been running around after you the whole day so I will call it a day" as soon as I finished my cowards way out I moved to the door and she came running. Guess what?

I locked her inside the room. Yap!!!

"Nkosana get back here Now!!!" she started screaming again but I convinced myself she'll get tired soon.

"Nkosana open this damn door" she continued to scream. I left the door still convinced she'll be tired soon

I made my way to my room and walked in on sofia and Benny waiting for me with answers I don't have I'm guessing.

"Benny you can retire for today thanks" I say already tired, I think he understands my frustrations since he can hear the girl screaming. He didn't give me a hard time he left.

I took off my clothes so I can go shower, Sofia just stared at me but said nothing. I went to shower and hoped to find Sofia asleep when I was done but I'm not that lucky.

"your mate is calling you" that's the first thing she said as soon as I came out the shower. She is talking about the screaming girl in the guest room downstairs. For such a small person she is too loud.

"Sofia it has been quite a rough couple of days can we please talk about this tomorrow my love" I say holding her face with both my hands and she nods in understanding. That's 1 of the things I love about her, she's understanding not my mate

"so you'll leave her to scream the whole night?" she says pitying my mate

"she'll get tired soon" I say with confidence but damn was I wrong

I cuddled Sofia up in bed trying to assure her that she still has a place in my heart. But we couldn't fall asleep my mate kept screaming my name, for help, insults and just when I thought she's tired for sure she started crying out loud no one could sleep. Not a single person slept. Even our daughter came to our room crying with foggy eyes not able to say what's bothering her and we made room for her in our bed.

The whole pack house mindlinked me, I tried to assure them that she'll be tired soon they must be patient. She cried until her screaming energy was fully charged and she started again. She's so stubborn it's infuriating.

It's 2 am. None of us have had the pleasure of sleep. I wake up and call Bishorb who was sleeping soundly

"what?" he picked up

"didn't you say this girl will be unconscious for longer" I ask pissed off already and having a migraine from the screaming.

"Maddox her friend is still sleeping soundly, I guess being mated to you gave her high resistance, was that all?" he says annoyed

I drop the call without responding. I go to pour myself a glass of whiskey, this girl will make me an alcoholic. Sofia just looks at me but says nothing and cuddles our daughter. After a few glasses of whiskey while she continues to scream, I throw the glass on the wall and it comes crashing down in pieces and make my way to her.

It's 3:30 am now and she's back to crying. As soon as she hears the key turn she comes running to the door intending to run I presume but I'm having non of it. I grab her neck and strangle her.

I press her on the wall and continued to strangle her. She struggled for air until she stopped. I let go of her and she fell on the floor, I swear I felt my heart pulling out my chest looking at her lifeless body on the floor. I couldn't believe I had just done this to such a small girl.

My regret came just as hard. I struggled to breathe. I couldn't stand being me. Part of me wanted to pick her up and beg for forgiveness but I was still very angry and frustrated with her so I left her room running outside, I shifted and took off running.

I ran until sun rise. I had too much anger and regret I didn't know what to do with myself. I finally decided to rest by the river with the sun heating me just right, I layed down and slept.

It wasn't long before I was disturbed up by the wolf's morning exercise. Some are jogging while others are sparring from a distance. The gamma takes no excuses.

I walked in wolf until the training grounds. My gamma Marcelo threw me shorts and continued giving instructions to the sparring pairs.

I changed and wore the shots and walked up to him.

"I hear you had a rough night" he says still focused on the training.

"rough couple of days" I correct, he chuckles in return

"I think I should move in, with you at your house for good rest" I say and that makes him turn giving me a full on grin

"I will leave it open for you" he says smiling not even bothering me with questions. I love him for this.

I joined in on the exercise and sparred with Marcelo and got my ass kicked but I blame it on my exhaustion.