your my perfect weapon

why not us

Lily's POV

I stare at Andy a little while as he strides over to his girlfriend, Juliet and places his hand on the brick wall next to her head, he dips down and whispers something in her ear making her giggle, he slowly places his lips on her neck trailing kisses to her mouth, she has cheated on him multiple times with the other gang leader who doesn't like Andy that much you could say they are enemies. I frown as Renata pulls me away for class.

Slipping into our usual seats up the back I think about what just happened as Renata hugs me knowing what I am thinking, why not me? Why can't life just be perfect? My pencil breaks from the pressure I was putting on it tears nearly falling Renata steps up saying I felt sick and need air. She practically drags me out of the room into the bathrooms shoving me in a stand to reapply my ruined makeup, "lil it will be ok he will soon realise you are so much better than her and will come running after you" she soothes making my tears stop.

She takes a makeup wipe and takes all my make up off to reveal some new bruises, these were bad and took me ages to cover. She frowns "He hit you bad Lil" she says tears now sliding down her cheeks. "She" I correct and she nods lifting up her shirt to reveal a massive black and purple bruise. "Oh no Nata" I sob and we both just sit there hugging each other for dear life. "Don't worry, tonight remember?" she smiles referring to our long planned run away, I nod and we both get cleaned up and head back to class.

Halfway through the lesson Ashley and Andy both walk in covered from top to bottom in leather making them look incredibly sexy in my opinion, the only seats left were next to Renata and I but they didn't seem too effected to that as Andy looks at me then the seat, shrugs his shoulders and sits down. "Could you please..?" he says meaning for me and Renata to move over a seat for Ashley so he can sit on the end, we quickly gather our stuff and shift over.

Andy looks me up and down then looks at Ashley nodding, he turns around to me "your pretty" he smiles then turns his head to the board saying nothing else but Ashley doesn't leave it at that, he pops his head around the back of Andy with pencil in hand mucking around with it, "and your friend" he winks.

The rest of the lesson was just Andy and Ashley asking stupid questions and Renata and I are still shocked that they talked to us and called us pretty! The thought running around my head made me dizzy, Andy looks at me concern shown in his perfect facial structure, asking if I'm alright with his eyes obviously not wanting to be busted talking to another girl like that when his girlfriend would probably find out, I nod turning my head down going on with my work, I was stupid for thinking he would actually like me, but no he is still concerned for Juliet.

I can feel him still looking at me but I keep my head down fighting the tears, I look at Renata and she puts five fingers up meaning only five minutes of torture left. I keep going on with my maths work knowing all of the answers, all Renata and I ever do is study we don't have anything else to do.

The bell rang and Renata and I rushed out before anyone could talk to us, I turn around to see Andy looking at me and a tear slides down my face but I quickly wipe it away hoping he didn't see it. I think about getting food but shake my head and look at Renata and she does the same so we both decide to go and sit under the big tree next to the art building.

The reason we love this spot mostly is because we have a perfect view of BVB's hang out, a little ally where they smoke most of the breaks and drink, I think it's the cutest when Andy is drunk because just the way he acts is adorable. He starts to walk over to us ad he is clearly tipsy, "I never see you girls eat, why?" he questions, Renata and I desperately look at each other "the school food tastes bad" I come up with the dumbest excuse but it will have to do. He nods but doesn't look convinced, "do you not have any money? Here" he says pulling his wallet out. "No no no" I say because if he gives it to me I will have to go over to the ally and give it back, I'm not doing that. He looks up at me but pulls out a 50 dollar note and chucks it at me, "you can repay me later" he winks and heads off. I'm too shocked to race after him before he gets too the ally, after a few yells from his girlfriend everything is back to normal. Just fine. I will give the money back to him later.

The rest the day goes really fast and I never had a chance to give the money back to Andy, which sucked. I spot him at the end of the day getting on his motorbike with his girlfriend giving her the helmet which I found adorable but she pushed it away complaining about her hair would get messed up and I just roll my eyes but soon stop when he catches my eye making my legs feel like jelly when he winks and speeds off.