your my perfect weapon

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CC's POV

Stupid fucking Ashley I nearly had her, painfully I stand up and try to make my way to my room tripping over a little as I finally reach there my arm resting on the door way while my other supports my ribs. I know this pain, my ribs are broken and I will have to stay in bed for a couple of fucking weeks, "just because I can't get one doesn't mean I can't get the other" I grin to myself collapsing on the bed with a groan.

Lily's POV

I rub my eyes turning on my side, I bolt up then but calm down quickly, the unfamiliar surrounding shocked me then I remembered I'm in Andy's room, it suddenly hits me, wow I'm in Andy Biersack's room. Today is Saturday so no school which is good/bad because now I don't know what we are going to do, we can't stay here forever can we. Walking to the bathroom which is joined to Andy's room I stand in front of the mirror, frowning at myself I run to my duffle bag and look through it till I find a little bag which contains my razors. Renata and I have made a promise to each other that we can cut but not too deep that it will put us in hospital, we both understand the relief so we don't try to stop each other even though we don't like that we cut ourselves.

Making a few cuts on my arm I feel a lot better, once I cleaned the blood I put on a long sweater and jeggings with a BVB rubber bracelet but hide it to avoid embarrassment, I actually enjoy their music a lot (ok BVB aren't very famous well they are just some kids in a garage right now but do have a little merchandise but they perform in car parks and pubs) I do my makeup so it covers my bruises and do my eyeliner up to a flick, brushing my hair I leave it down, putting on my favourite sunflower perfume I leave the room to go to Ashley's to find Renata.

Opening her door slightly I peek in to see the room is dark and there is not only Renata in the bed but Ashley as well? I smile to myself and shut the door silently letting them sleep, I spin around and nearly scream when Andy starts laughing, "Did I scare you?" he smirks leaning against the wall, today he looked amazing in his black skinny jeans and leather vest with black tank underneath which said 'Fuck you mother fuckers', I roll my eyes in my head at this, his outfit giving everyone a full view of his tattoos. "Uh yeah" I blush looking at the ground. Laughing a little he pushes himself off the wall standing straight he puts his hand through his hair smiling to himself, "well uh Juliet is coming over" he says blankly and I frown at the ground but look up and give him a fake smile, "I might go for a walk if you don't mind" I smile weakly, "sure, but Juliet doesn't come over or another 2 hours so mind if I come?" he smiles widely, "No be my guest but wouldn't it look bad for your reputation?" I question but he thinks about it for a while but shrugs, "I don't care" he smiles.

Andy and I have been walking around for about 20 minutes and people have giving us looks and thrown insults my way such as, Slut, Wannabe, ugly, fat ,whore and the one that hurt most was, you're not good enough, they are right why is Andy talking to me? Andy telling them to fuck off once in a while or just giving them a look, "why don't you stand up for yourself?"  He says kicking a rock, "why should I? They are all right" I say my voice breaking at the end, he stops in his tracks, "You believe that?" he says his face full of shock, I nod my head down. Walking over to me he lifts my chin looking at me in the eyes, this had to be a dream. "Don't believe them, you are beautiful" he says seriously as my mouth drops open, letting his hand fall he looks at the ground. "Well uh we better go" he starts walking towards the house and I race after him my mouth still open in shock.

As soon as we get inside and goes into the garage and I frown, what did I do wrong? Renata and Ashley sit on the couch watching some TV show, Ashley jumps up saying a quick "I'll be back" to Renata then runs off to talk to Andy. Sitting down next to Renata she looks at me weirdly, "what?" I question, "What happened" she frowns, I tell her everything and she smiles but frowns at the end. "Juliet is coming over in an hour, so what happened with you and Ashley?" I laugh and wink at her as she shoves me. She tells me everything, "HE DID WHAT" I yell and she laughs "yeah he punched him" she smiles and I jump up and down in my seat clapping.

After an hour of Renata and I laughing together there was a knock at the door and Andy rushes out to get it, I hold my head down as I hear an annoying voice scream "BABE" yeah Juliet is here, her heals clicking on the surface of the wood floor as she follows him to his room but spots us, "eww Andy did you know your house is rat infested" she says pointing to us, "oh yeah Ashley brought them here" he blankly states making my heart sink, "Tell them to leave Andy babe" she pouts, he looks at me "leave" his voice emotionless along with his face, I rush up to go grab my duffle bag tears nearly running down my face as Renata does the same even as Ashley tells her to stay again and again, "she leaves I leave" she states chucking her bag over her shoulder as she helps me pack. Tears streaming down my face as I finally have all my stuff, "he lied" is all I say to Renata as we walk out of Andy's room back into the lounge room, "Renata stay Ashley needs you" I smile and she shakes her head "No lily where will you go?" she sniffles as Juliet just taps her food "Just get out you tramp" Juliet complains and I nod my head as I make my way to the door, "I'll be at home" I say slamming the door behind me as I begin to walk back to the hell hole I escaped.

Renata's POV

"NO" I scream as Ashley holds me as I sob into his chest my tears probably staining his shirt but he makes no attempt to stop me, Andy and Juliet are on the couch making out with Juliet on his lap and he is still emotionless from what just happened, "she can't go back there" I cry as Ashley softly kisses my head his attempt to calm me down failing. "He hits her Ashley she can't go back that's why we left he will kill her" I sob loudly, I see that Andy is just looking at me blankly, shocked as I just said our biggest secret out loud "oh shut up" Juliet rolls her eyes. 

I stand up "SEE WHAT YOU'VE DONE NOW ANDY SHE IS GOING TO DIE BECAUSE OF YOU AND YOU CALLED HER BEAUTIFUL? SHE BELIEVED THAT ANDY YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE WHO MADE HER BELIEVE SHE IS BEAUTIFUL YOU ASS HOLE THEN YOU FUCKING DO THAT BECAUSE OF THAT FUCKING SLUT" I scream letting my rage out as I point to Juliet her face blank with shock at my sudden outburst, Andy just stares at me his mouth open, Ashley pulls me on his lap again hugging me as I cry. "You're not going to say anything Andy?" Juliet questions folding her arms looking at him, "No because she is right" he says eyes looking at the ground "No what have I done! We are over Juliet" he continues standing pushing her off his lap as he stands up, "I'm going to fix this" is the last thing he says before running out of the house.