i'll never forget the night full of firsts. they may sound stupid but they meant so much for being so little. the night i snuck you into the house. we had late night snacks with movies. we slept in the same bed. held each other all night. woke up to each other with kisses. we showered in the same shower together. i had no worries. i just felt safe in your arms. i thought about nothing else. as you held me, my mind went blank. that night i thought "damn i'm going to marry this boy". i would relive that night over and over again if i could. but now you are gone, and all of my wishes and dreams may never come true...
