My Satanica

Push me

Satanica's p.o.v

It had been 2 days since I had slept with Jeff. Something didn't feel right though. Not pregnancy, it would take awhile for that. I meant the way he looked when we did. He seemed a bit off and cautious. Almost... Scared? No. I laughed at myself. Jeff wasn't scared of anything.

Jeff's p.o.v

"MARY IM FREAKING THE FUCK OUT HERE!"i screamed into the phone. I told Satanica I was going out for a cigarette. I don't even smoke.

"Alright alright... Calm down and breathe. Tell me what is going on?" She soothed me.

I took a deep breath. "I... Had sex."

Mary burst into laughter. "Really? That's it?" She continued laughing. "Shut the hell up." I rolled my eyes at her through the phone. "It was my first time." Mary stopped laughing.

"What?" She sounded upset. But I could be wrong.

"Yeah.." I sighed. "I don't know what to do. I really do find interest in her." I bit my lip nervously.

"Well... Did you use protection." I smacked myself in the face. FUCK.

"N-no.." I stuttered.

"JEFF YOU FUCKING IDIOT!" Mary screeched in my ears. Ouch.

"It's not like she'll get pregnant!" I screamed back.

"Do you know how getting pregnant works fuckass?!" I hung up on her. Of course I know how it works. I just needed something to say back. I sighed slipping my phone into the pocket of my sweatpants. Satanica made me try them. They are actually quite comfortable.

Satanica's p.o.v:

Jeff entered the den looking stressed, but tried covering it up with a smile.

"What's wrong?" I questioned him. "You're always smiling. Real smiles. Don't try to lie because I can tell."i folded my arms across my chest. He let out a long deep sigh.

"You are my first." He whispered.

"First what?" Completely clueless. "I've done this with." Still lost.

"Quit hinting." I rolled my eyes.

"I lost it to you." I was speechless. If I would've known... I wouldn't have said yes.

"Why didn't you tell me?!" I shouted. "Please, Satanica... No need to be shouting." Jeff rubbed the back of his neck. "And I didn't tell you because you wouldn't have let me.. And I wanted you so badly." He said the last part barely a whisper. I sighed and reached to him for a hug, which he gladly accepted.

"You're stupid." I giggled a bit. "Ah yes, but not as stupid as you." He ruffled my hair walking over to the huge closet we put our work clothes in.

"And just what do you think you're doing?!" I scolded him playfully.

"I'm not going on a job, calm your over sized mountains." I gasped and smacked his arm. I laughed though, it was pretty funny. "Well.. Where are you going than?"

"I, my love am going to set things up." He grinned.

"Like what?" I raised an eyebrow.

"You'll see, dear." He kissed my cheek and headed up the steps. Okay than.

*****

It's been an hour since Jeff had left, and I'm more than bored. There wasn't much to do, I didn't talk to anyone anymore, there wasn't much of anything on t.v, and I couldn't leave. I went and lied down on the bed in Jeff's sleep space. I wonder how he doesn't sleep. Is he a meth head?

Disturbing the quiet, a loud knock came from the shed door.

Shit, shit, shit! I got my blade from my sleep space and the den keys from the hook. I hid the blade in the waist band Jeff made me wear now. After I was ready, I locked the den up and went up the steps. I opened the door to one of the last people I thought it would ever have been. Tahlia.

"Hi." She spoke in a soft tone. "What are you doing here?" I asked coldly.

"I came to see you, is that alright?" She crossed her arms. I sat there for a moment. "Give me a sec." I pulled out my phone to send Jeff a text.

Me: Jeff.. Tahlia is here. I didn't know she was coming, so don't you dare scold me.

I got a reply almost immediately.

Jeff: She is not to come in the den. You can talk to her outside or in her car, I prefer her car because it is freezing outside.

Haha.. He cares so much without knowing.

"Yeah it's fine. Can we sit in your car? It's fucking freezing out here." She just giggled at me. "Sure."

"Did you need something?" I asked in a sweet tone. "I just miss you. It's been a week."

I let out a sigh and shook my head in agreement. "I know. But I didn't bother to try and call you or anything because you wanted nothing to do with me... But here you are."

"I was angry."

"I would be angry too, to wake up in a cell where your best friend disappeared to with no contact for a few weeks and find out it's been underground with a strange man." We both laughed about it. Which had felt pretty good.

"Well, I got a new number so, give me your phone." I handed Tahlia my phone. I'm happy we are kinda okay again.. I'm just worried for her. I can't hang out with her as often as I used to.. And I most certainly cannot tell her about what I do for a living now.

"Why didn't you tell?" I asked taking my phone back. "What do you mean?"

"Why didn't you tell anyone about the cell or anything?" I tilted my head to the side. "Well.. Why? It would be pointless. I mostly just don't want you to end up in jail, no matter how mad I am at you Satanica." I smiled and hugged her tight.

****

We sat in Tahlia's car and talked for a couple of hours, when a black escalade pulled up to the shed.

"I suppose I should go." Tahlia said with a sad smile. I nodded and hugged her. "Love you." I smiled at her. "I love you too." I got out of her car and went down into the den.

"Welcome back." I greeted Jeff.

"Hi." He smiled at me. "How did your talk with Tahlia go?"

"Good. We are somewhat okay now I think. I hope." He just nodded. "That's good. Get something nice on." Jeff ordered. I nodded and did as I was told. (Outfit in pictures) and some black leather pants.

I climbed into his escalade and we drove off.

"Where are we going?" I asked. I don't trust him sometimes. I giggled in my head.

"You'll see." Really? I rolled my eyes and nodded. But happy to be out of the den. So I didn't argue.

A/N: moms cosmos,Dow,palladium,osckoemcoecm... Myaah <3