Harry Styles Imagines || no. 2

12| Listening to his new song

The song that I picked for this chapter is Matilda.

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It was a very sunny afternoon, I was sitting by myself on the couch in our living room, scrolling on my phone.

Harry was busy playing with his guitar in the other room, I didn't mind the sounds since it was relaxing.

I was checking different recipes for tonight's dinner suddenly Harry walked into the living room, holding his guitar grinning from ear to ear.

I smiled, giving space for him to sit beside me. He sat down, clearing his throat.

"What's all this love?" I asked, tilting my head to the side.

A guitar pick was in between his lips, his left hand holding the guitar, while he fixed his hair with his right hand, he looked a little bit nervous.

"Well, we finished writing some songs for my next album and I want you to listen to one particular song before the fans hear it." He softly smiled, I kissed his cheek.
"It would be an honour to listen to your song." I nod slightly.

He happily told me the name of the song which is called 'Matilda'. Harry said that it had a deep meaning to it, I understood letting him play.

He started playing his guitar, and the melody of the song is beautiful, he started humming a tune.

He sang the lyrics of the song, his voice was so calming, one of the reasons I fell in love with him.

One part of the lyric made me want to cry, I realised that I related to it so much, that I didn't know what to do but I just listened to him.

You can let it go. You can throw a party full of everyone you know.

I exhaled, listening to him sing.

And not invite your family, 'cause they never showed you love

Tears started to form in my eyes, hopefully, Harry won't notice.

You don't have to be sorry for leaving and growing up

I covered my mouth, that line broke me so much that tears ran down my cheeks, I quickly wipe them away.

Harry finished the song looking up from his guitar and observing my state.

My eyes are puffy from crying, my cheeks are stained with dried-up tears.

"Hey, are you alright darling?" He asked, holding my hand. I smiled weakly.
"Yeah," I chuckled a bit.

I probably look so stupid right now, crying about his song.

"It's just that the song you played, was so beautiful and now I understand when you said earlier that it had a deep meaning," I spoke, sniffling, and he let me proceed.

"I didn't know how much I relate to it, how fucked up my life was before I met you... Thank you, just thank you for that song H." I was immediately wrapped in a hug, he kissed my forehead, holding me close.

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I just want to say to everyone who relates to the song you've come so far and you deserve so much more, and I love you.