☀︎︎Ninjago One-shots☀︎︎

Guilt (Jaya)

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Hi readers This is a an Idea of what could happen after episode 12 of ninjago crystallized. This will not regard the newest trailers and leaks though
So here's a SPOILER WARNING

Requested by shewolfthejayashiper

*in the evening*

Nya's POV

I'm wandering around in my room bitting my nail of nervousness. The Ninja have not returned from kyptrium prison yet. I've been going through my thoughts hours, thinking of hundreds of things that could of happened to them

"...Maybe they got caught... or they could be starving or dieing of thirst... or- or" then I get dragged out of my thoughts by a loud knock on my door.

"Nya, Are you in there?"

"We are worried about you." I hear Skylor and Pixal behind my door.

"It- it's not me you should be w- worried about." I start sobbing. "If something happens to them..., deep breaths Nya, deep breaths,... I... will never f- forgive myself." Now I totally break down in tears.

At the sound of my cries Pixal and Skylor enter my room and both give me a tight hug.

I try to breathe, but my throat feel like it was tied together with a rubber. I habe never felt so depressed in my life... not even the moments I almost died.

Thank the first spinjitzu master Sky and Pix were there to comfort me.

I'm about to start listing all the bad things that could've happened to the ninjago when I hear the doorbell of the monastery ringing. I didn't eben know we had one, but I am to busy wondering who could be here so late.

Since it's dark outside I see nothing but four dark figures walking towards us exhausted. I hear them breathing heavily as they come closer and wanted to ask who they were, but I felt so weak and didn't even care as long it wasn't Jay. And of course the others.

Fortunately Sky and Pix did the job but I felt so bad for not helping them.

"Stop, who are you and what do you want?" Skylor asked as she and Pixal took out their Katanas.

"Skylor?" I heard a familiar voice say.

"Kai?" She walked up to the figures

"Kai! Oh Kai I missed you so much" She said hugging him tight.

Then pixal beside me also went to her lover, leaving me alone. I just stand there watching the reunion, but the only things I can think about is guilt

I started imagining the other saying mean things to me such as:

This was all your fault in the first place!

You should have stayed water

Jay probably doesn't even want to see you.

You endangered everyone!

You are weak!

You don't even have your powers. Useless

"Make it stop, make it stop" I whisper to myself. I start sobbing "Make it stop, make it stop" I whisper to myself. I start sobbing. "It's not true. Ahhhh it hurts

The words kept echoing in my head

This was all your fault in the first place!

You should have stayed water

Jay probably doesn't even want to see you.

You endangesoyone!

You are weak!

You don't even have your powers. Useless

"Make it stop, make it sto-"

"Nya." I hear a soft voice infront of me. Jay.
I run away. What if he really doesn't want to see me?
"Nya, wait" I hear him calling after me but I just continue running.
I lock myself inside my room and break out in tears again.

Then a hear a soft knock on my door

"Nya... I know you don't wanna see me but... I just want you to know that I never forgot about you. Infact hope to see you again was the only thing keeping me going a- and you may think I am mad at you but I'm not." He slowly starts sobbing "I- I just missed you. A lot. More than you could ever imagine. And the arrest was totally wort9h it. J- just let me in, please" He begged

I open the door

"I thought I lost you a- and it would've been my fault" hug him weeping

"Nya, I- I love and that wherever you are." He rested his head on mine.
"I love you too, Jay. For- rev- ver." I say sigh when I feel Jay's soft lips on my head.
I look up to him and kiss his lips passionately.
When our lips disconnect, Jay explains everything including how they lost track of Lloyd.
"...but don't worry we're gonna find him I'm sure we will."
"I hope he is alright"

After Jay updated me on the things that happened while I wasn't there, open the door the find Kai, Cole and Skylor whistling infront of the door.

"Great. You guys heard all that?"

"Heard what hehe?"

"We didn't hear anything"

I roll my eyes and go to get something to eat.

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