For years I struggled with Him,
I fought but didn't know I was,
I wanted mine, He wanted His
I wanted me, He wanted His.
Okay, okay,
But I thought this as all there
was to it, believe, say the salvation prayer, and peace bursts forth,
and life goes on, and I follow my
dreams in Christ and that was all,
But, I was wrong.
I signed up for peace,
but I signed for war too
I signed for a better life
but signed for poverty too
I signed for life everlasting,
but also signed for him,
daily crucifying my flesh,
daily crucifying my selfish ambitions,
daily killing the pronouns I, me, my
I never knew this was what it was,
I struggled with Him but lost my peace
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