Extra Affair(Complete)

8: I Can't Live Without You

Manik's pov

I opened my eyes to see her already looking at me

"Manik are you okay. How are you Feeling. Is it paining are you feeling pain you know I was so Scared-" I stopped her my puting my hand on her mouth

"Shut up" I shouted and she immediately becomes quiet

"I Just got back my conscious back and you started your question session. Let me at least take a breathe" I said

"You are breathing... without that you cant live" she said

"Ha ha ha was this joke? If yes than sorry to say it was boring" I said and she smiled sheepishly

"It wasn't a joke" she said " now tell me are you ok?" She asked

"Hmm, I am fine" I said and putting my head on her lap I lay down while she starts massaging my hairs I closed my eyes

"You didn't answer me" She said and I looked at her. She can't forget

Why I have to choose why I just can't live with both?

"Uhm, actually.." I was short of words I sat on my place and held her hands

"I can't live with you" I said and the next moment her hands were taken away but the smile on her face was still there

"Its ok I understand" she said still with a smile

"But..I can't live without you" I completed and now she was looking confuse but she smiled a little more listening my words "I know I have a girlfriend and that to whom I love the most but, the truth is that in these couple of days you have become a part of my life... I have something for you..I am attractive towards you from the very first day I was feeling like I know you from years..but in all this mess the biggest truth is that I love Alya. You are in my heart but she is too, I don't want to loss you as well. I am stuck I have to choose between you and her, but the truth is I don't wan't to. I really don't know what to do I am at the cross road of my life if I will chose her than I have to leave you which I Can't afford but if I choose you. I have to leave her which I cant. I don't know what to do" I told her whatever was going inside me she looked at me but there were no expressions on her face "Can you live with me if l let Alya stay in my life" I asked

She was shocked she was looking at me like I am alien or a ghost "say something" I said holding her hands yet again

"Uhm, Manik I Don't know. I need some time to think" she said and I nodded

"Ok then just call me when you will decide" I said and went from there giving her a kiss on her forehead.

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It's been four days and there is no clue of her she didn't called me not even messaged me, nor she came out of her room in these 4 days.
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I think she is not able to accept Alya but she can at least tell me but no she doesn't care to even give a single message and it was testing my patience. I dialed her number only to listen that her number is Switched off.

I have decided that I want to live with her and I just want to tell her I will live with her weather if she agrees or not. I taking my car keys just left the house.

I was going to knock the door but it was already open, I entered inside to see her sitting in front of mirror. She looked at me with a shocking expression

"What are you doing here?" she asked coming near me I turned around to lock the door. I went more close to her

"You know what do Hell with your answer" I said and just captured her lips. I was kissing her like a hungry dog

Firstly she Was standing like a statue but soon starts responding. She was Sucking my lower lip while I was focusing on her upper lip. None of us wants to leave each other.

After a long passionate kiss We get apart m the need ot Oxygen

"Why the hell you wasn't answering me, No call No messages nor you came out of your room not even for a second. What the hell is happening? I called you trillion times but you didn't answered. I messaged you 100 times but you didnt reply, I waited for you to come out of your room but no you didn't. Can I know the reason behind this?" I asked in one go

"If you will shut your mouth than only I will be able to speak right?" She said and gave her angry looks, like seriously I am all tense here and she is trying to crack jokes

"So answer now" I said and she nodded

"Uhm, actually I haven't decide yet,that's why" she said

"Seriously? You know what do hell with your answer, I have decided I will Live with you" I said and sat on bed, She also sat beside me

"So, will you leave Alya?" she asked and I looked at her with pleading face

"Please don't say that you know I can't do this? Can't we live like this, I want to live with you..but" I stopped

"But what Manik? she asked

"But l can't leave her please she has done a lot for me I can't pay her so leaving her like this won't be fair she won't be able to bear. I will die without you the four days away from you was like 4 years that is why I directly came to you so please" I said looking straight in her eyes

"Manik?" She held my hands in her "I am ready" she said and I looked at her with the 'did i heard right?' Expressions And she blinked her eyes

A bright smile comes on my face. I just hugged her Tightly as tight as I could

"Thank you, Thank you so much Baby doll" I said while breaking the hug

Soon I was laying on bed while my head was on her lap and as always she was massaging my head, my eyes
were closed but the smile on my face didn't left not for a second

"Nandini" I said

"Hmm"

"You remember when last time I came here and I became unconscious" I stopped

"Yes I do why?"

"You remember you said that my heartbeat is still the same? I asked

"Hmm." she again hmmed

"What was the meaning of 'still? I mean you never met me before then?" I asked with confuse look then I again closed my eyes

"Hmm...Uhm, actually...when you...you first day met me...that day I Listened your heartbeat...so that's why" she said

It wasn't satisfying me but still I nodded

"You know today I am so happy..so much" I said and she smiled

"Me too" she said and I again closed my eyes and don't know when I slept there only

Alina ❤