Fool No More (completed)

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After crying over Angel and talking with Creeper I had gone basically radio silent. I mean I'd talk but I wouldn't talk like I use to cause I didn't want to make an idiot/fool of myself anymore. 

and that night I was talking to Creeper I felt like I had done that so I'm not gonna be doing that anymore.

I spent a grand majority of my time working in the tattoo/piercing shop. when I wasn't there I was hanging out with Ez or at the clubhouse.

I wouldn't talk with Creeper along cause I didn't trust my big mouth for not pulling the same shit it did before.

a few minutes ago I was sitting in Ez's trailer talking with him about a similar situation that actually happened I just didn't want to fully tell him what was going on.

"I told him in a way that I liked him. but it was like he felt that I was only saying that to get over the past crush" I said to Ez

"Maybe thats not whats actually going on at all. or what he felt. maybe he likes you and with you being upset and crying over a foolish crush he didn't want to make things weird. he probably just kept quiet cause you was emotional over the crush that you had" Ez said to me

"I'm an idiot Ez" I told him

"no your not your just wanting to be loved and going the dumb way about it" he replied

I gave a half laugh.

"thank you for that" I replied

He looked at me and smiled before shaking his head.

"you know what I mean" he says

"I know I'm just playing" I replied

he shook his head smiling.

"you gonna talk with this person or just let things be weird between you?" he asked

"I cant bring myself to talk with him. and I don't see him wanting to talk about the shit that happened that night" I replied

"Have you given him a chance?" he asked

"my phone is always on in case you guys need me for something. and not once had he called or texted" I told him

"then you have to pull up your big girl pants and make the first move" he says

I chuckled and shook my head at him making him smile.

"thanks for the talk Ez." I replied

"you're welcome. and when things work out and you marry this guy I call dibs on being man of honor" he says

"definitly" I replied while smiling

He grinned more as we both stood up and made our way out of his trailer.

I kissed his cheek.

"thank you for letting me vent. and for being my friend" I tell him

"welcome. now go get your boo" he says

I cracked up laughing at that before I walked off.