H20 Vanoss: Is This Love?

JON (2)

-jon-

I'm kissing evan IM' KISSING EVAN but he pulled away "j-jon i-im sorry i-i didnt mean t-to" then he ran to his room and i just started crying and all the guys ran to me if they didnt know i liked evan then they know now "jon its ok he likes you" "n-no he d-doesnt he ran o-off and said he didnt m-mean t-t-to" the i started crying even more and told them "guys dont tell evan i like him ok?" "Ok" they all said in unison and i ran home and went to sleep.

-evan-

Why did i do that and why did he do that....does he......like me? No he cant can he then the door slamed huh i walked down stairs and saw jon wasnt here "hey guys where did jon go?" "He um went home" "oh.....of course he did i made things akward....FUCK" "no evan you didnt he um" "he what" "he-" tyler got cut off by craig nudging his arm "he WHAT" now im getting axiouse "nevermind" UGH come on guys lets just get some sleep ill talk to him tomorrow."

-jon-

Im sitting in my bed with my door locked well at least my parents arnt home for 2 days so they wont check up on me. I walked to my bathroom and found my old friend my blade
1.for liking evan
2.for leaving
3.for kissing him
4.for dancing with him
And 5.FOR HIM NOT LIKING ME
The last one was a deep cut i could tell because it hurt alot but then i heard myphone ring but when i ansered my phone i passed out.

-evan-

Everyones asleep but i cant sleep i need to talk to jon so i called him and suprisingly he answer but as soon as he did i heard a big thud "jon you ok?".............."jon"............."JOHNATHAN" then the guys ran to my room "rvan whats wrong "j-jon" by this point i was crying "we have to g-go to his house n-now" then we all ran to his house but his door was unlocked so we ran to his room but his door was locked i banged my fist on it loudly "JON" nothing i started to ram his door "evan clam down" "NO SOMETHING HAPPENED TO JON" then i got the door open but what i saw next......scared me......jon in his own pool of blood passed out on the floor "JON NO" "ill call tge police" i walk up to jon and i see cuts all over his arms and i see a paper on his bed side table that said 'give to evan' then i read it "j-jon you like me.......this is all my fault" then icstarted crying and i heard cyrins.