H20 Vanoss: Is This Love?

Meet alice (22)

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This chapter is based on a song called 'baby don't cut' near the end of the song is the same as near the end of the chapter.

-jon-

"meet me under the bleachers at lunch" the bell rang and evan left but before he left he turned and winked at me then left,i could feel my cheeks get warmer.

at lunch i go to my locker and grab my lunch then get ready to go meet evan. i start walking and see tyler so he decides to there "so hows things going with evan?" "im going to go talk to him now actually and i think its about it" "why do you think that?" "because i kissed him on the cheek this morning" "oh ya about that...why did you run and hide from evan?" "i was scared to see how he reacted so i left and hid in the janitors closet" "of course the one spot we didn't check" we walk out the door and towards the bleachers " so what do you think evan is gonna say.....jon? you there buddy" i stare at evan and this girl talking to him "jon" "shh" i start walking closer with tyler but they still didn't notice us so i keep walking till i can here them "i didn't know how to tell you for a while so here goes nothing i guess" he kisses her cheek....i knew he wasn't gay "i fucking knew it" "jon no that's not tr-" "YES IT IS TYLER" "jon?! tyler?! how long were you standing there for?" "long enough evan" i run off "JON PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME AGAIN!" i keep running...i can't deal with this anymore.....no. more. liking. evan!.

i run to the janitors closet again 'im done with this' i sit down and start eating my lunch. i was sitting here crying when someone walked by talking about me "did you hear about what happened with johnathon he kissed evan" i look down at my covered wrists "maybe..." i use to cut before evan found out i pull up my sleeves "i stopped before...maybe ill start again"

-evan-

"alice im freaking out....how do i tell him i like him?" "here practice on me, pretend im jon" i feel like this is gonna end badly "ok so pretend im jon, what would you say?" "jon will you go out with me?" "no, no, ok so pretend its just you and johnathon...no one else is around, what would you do?" i look at her imagining its jon and take a deep breath "jon iv'e liked you for awhile but i didn't know how to tell you so here goes nothing" i pretend to kiss her cheek "will you go out with me?" "hes gonna say yes for sure" she says smiling "YES IT IS TYLER!" i look over and see jon crying and running away "JON PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME AGAIN!" and just like that he was gone "evan im sorry" alice say as i fall to the ground crying "evan what the fuck was that?! i thought you liked jon?" "i didn't what that to happen" i say crying harder "why did you kiss her?" "i d-didn't i wasn't s-sure how t-t-to tell jon i l-liked him so i p-practiced what i w-was gonna say t-to h-h-hi-m and i pretended t-to kiss her cheek" i start crying even harder ''jon im sorry i didn't what this to happen" i whisper "tyler please you need to help me, do you know where jon could be?" "follow me" i follow him in till we're in front of the janitors closet, he opened it to reveal nothing "hes not here!" i say starting to get mad but then realization hit me "no, no, no" "evan whats wrong?" tyler asked "hes gonna do it, hes gonna do it, hes gonna d-" " do what evan, evan calm down" "we need to get to jons house NOW" we run out of school to his house with the front door wide open. i walked in and hear the water running "JON!?" i run upstairs into the bathroom to see jon laying in blood and deep red cuts in his arms and thighs "JON, JONATHON!" i grab his arm and put it around my shoulder while trying to lean him on the bath tub "CALL AN AMBULANCE!" i yell "i-im s-sorry johnathon, this is all my fault" i kiss his cheek as the police men run in and take him to the hospital.

me, tyler, craig, marcel, and lui are waiting in the hospital because tyler called them, well im crying and craig is comforting me "are you evan fong?" "y-yes" "...-"

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im leaving it on another cliffhanger xD sorry gamers but i had to well i gotta go but have fun with this chapter :) cya later baii

-Sienna