Personal Hoe

WWH LOOKS DISAPPOINTED

Someone was knocking at the door.
Everyone got too tremulous to hide me. That time, Jimin pushed me into the bathroom and told me to wait there.
That was the time, when I realized that this is the end of my fantasy. But No!
Jimin pushed Jin into the bathroom saying that he was trying to manage the situation until then , we can have some fun.

I swear , he's the sweetest person ever.
Just think how concern he was about me getting the opportunity to get close to my Jinnie. <3

In the next second, Jin entered the bathroom, and Jimin asked me if I need anything like Condom, Lubes or other stuffs. I refused him while blushing.

I was so excited since HE was the one whom I wanted to fw. Even though I saw no interest on his face. He was standing in front of the bathroom door quietly in an awkward posture. He seemed too confused and embarrassed. That wide smile on my face suddenly disappeared. All we were doing was starring at each others' face. He was constantly blinking his eyes and that time he was looking too tiny. ㅠㅠ

At that moment, I was drowning in the midst of huge guilts. I was too ashamed of my shamelessness. Now , I can clearly understand why he's not interested on me. I was being a whole jerk for the whole time. I acted like a fucking whore, sharing kiss with KTH and letting Namjoon suck my tits and got naked Infront of the all members. How can I expect him to love me after all that things I did? ಥ_ಥ

After an awkward silence , he left the washroom.

WHYY WHYYY WHYYY?
WHY ALWAYS THIS HAPPENS WITH ME? I AIN'T THE ONE WHO CONTROLS MY DREAMS BUT AS FAR AS IK THAT OUR DESIRE AND THOUGHTS CREATE SOME OF OUR DREAMS. THEN WHY DIDN'T I EVER GET CLOSER TO HIM BUT THE OTHER MEMBERS?