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IT'S NAMJOON AGAIN <3

AND Namjoon entered right away.
Probably he was really into me ig ಥ‿ಥ

HOLLY SHITTTTTT !! HE WAS FULLY NAKED THIS TIME ! Seeing him fully naked was such a CUTE thing I have ever experienced in my life. YES, I said what I said. It felt cute instead of hot . All I can say is that our Joonie fucks in the most cutest way possible.

And sub consciously I took off my clothes too but didn't realize it. Just suddenly I discovered myself in a fully naked form but when did I do this to me , I had no idea about it. I was so drowned into HIM .

See! How shameless I am! It was the same 'me' who was feeling guilty and was too much disappointed at herself for her pervert deeds ! :')

Anyways, so he was approaching me and I saw him wearing condoms. Simple that he was just concerned about me and that lowkey melt my heart inside. Remember, How I refused to get a condom but still he didn't forget to wear one ? LOVE YOU , JOONIE 💙

Then we started to get into it. He was being too helpful, supportive and  cooperative but still! But still I couldn't manage to have the bread in my oven ! ! :(
RIDICULOUS !! Why am I like that? I am not the only one who's not well experienced . But I bet none will act that stupidly , the way I did.. aiishhhh!

It was not working out. We were having the chitchats about asking each other about our comforts and stuffs. We were trying our best and wanted it to work for us but unfortunately it didn't :(
I remember him asking, "How deep do you want me to go?"
I replied, "The deepest you can go" and while saying that I was thinking "Let me have some real fun for the first time uwu" . I was really ready to go wild and rough but see I am capable of nothing :(

At a time , both of us gave up. We both were lowkey disappointed but none of us let the other person know about it. Although the disappoinment was clearly seen on our faces. *sigh*

We were sitting on the bathroom floor being fully naked like that..None of us showed a lil bit of interest in getting dressed up again. We just sat there having no goals, no worries, no panics, no lust, no physical contacts. Just two of us sitting like stones and having a calm chitchat.

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Namjoon : "Was that your first time?"
Me: Yess and probably that's why I messed everything up. I am really sorry."
Namjoon : *smiled a little* (His cute dimple appeared. For the whole time he was looking like an adorable baby)
"No, that's fine. You owe me nothing."
After hearing that I let a big sigh out but was still disappointed at myself.
Then I asked, "Well, Was that your first time too?"
He remained silent.
Replying to his silence I again added, "You guys are not minor but fully grown adults. You guys must have had sex at least for once which is totally fine. Correct me if I am wrong."
Namjoon: "You're a smart girl but don't tell anyone anything about this or we'll get into trouble"
I promised him I won't and asked again, "ALL OF Y'ALL?"
And he replied, "YES"

Well, to be very honest with you , I was neither shocked nor sad. 'Cz that was the answer I was expecting.

And this is the last thing I can remember. Probably that was the end of my dream.
" ME + NAMJOON + US BEING NAKED LAYING ON THE BATHROOM FLOOR + HEAVY SILENCE"
The perfect ending I guess.
That morning I missed my college. I was all awake but couldn't get over that dream and was mentally damaged . I still haven't recover from it yet.
Was that any evil Jinn behind this dream or was it just my imagination who caused this dream?
Accha? Is there any possibility that it could be true or something ? Do I have any supernatural power to track or predict things? This dream still gives me weird feelings.