Pahimakas (Part One)

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Nadine Marquez
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13:25

Ashley
Hi!

Nadine
Hello
I bet you already know me. 😊

Ashley
Yeah
Ikaw yung ex ni debor from baguio, right?

Nadine
Yeah.
Well you see i'm here to talk to you obviously

Nadine
I want to explain my side and tell you everything because honestly i'm so tired of seeing debor like that

Ashley
Like what?

Nadine
Tired
He's always tired and i'm so sick of seeing it

Nadine
I'm sorry for being such a bitch. I'm aware of my behavior, and it's not appropriate. I still like him, but I'm sorry for acting possessive. I know my worth, and I shouldn't be running after a man who has clearly lost interest in me. I'm not the type of woman that ends up destroying relationships. I really regret my actions.

I'm not in the right position to say this but i just can't keep seeing debor like this.
He doesn't even go out to his room.
He don't even eat breakfast.
And i'm really getting worried.
His sister asked me a favor to take care of him but it seems like i'm failing her. I don't know what to do with him anymore.

Ashley
What's the reason?

Nadine
As i mentioned, i'm not in the right position to say the reason. It's better if debor's the one who's gonna tell you. I don't want to meddle with their life anymore. It's just so complicated and chaotic.

Ashley
Hindi niya sinasabi sa akin

Nadine
Oh
I'm not really in the right place to say it i'm sorry.

Nadine
I just have to say something
I hope you won't misinterpret this because i think this will be the best for the both of you.
I noticed that debor seems cold, he don't want to talk to someone else. He seems bothered everyday and i have a hunched that it's because of his parents and you. I mean i'm not blaming you ha, but i'm sure you also noticed the changes of his behavior

Ashley
Yeah.

Nadine
Last night, he opened up to me. I didn't even know why because i was also surprised that he talked to me.
He opened up about his relationship with you and from my point of view, i think you both need to rest. Again, i know i sounded like a bitch but this is the best for the both of you.
I know you don't want to enter a relationship kung saan puro pagod at sakit ang mayroon. I'm just concerned for the both of you. Especially that debor's leaving soon. Plus everything that's happening around him, it's just too much. Imagine how much he is suffering right now.

Nadine
I witnessed your relationship with him, and i saw how happy debor is when he's with you. And what matters for me is his happiness. Hindi ko sinisira ang relasyon niyo but as i mentioned, he told me everything that is happening between the two of you and it's just exhausting.

Ashley
I get your point. Alam kong concern ka sakanya kaya mo ito sinasabi sa akin. Also, thank you for informing me pero ako pa rin magdedesisyon sa kung ano ang gusto kong gawin. :)

Nadine
Yeah of course
No need to thank me. Napangunahan lang ako ng emosyon kaya ko 'to ginawa. But i feel much better knowing that i already apologized to my mistakes.

Ashley
It's not big deal for me naman. Naintindihan ko naman. Matagal ang pinagsamahan niyong dalawa kaya ganyan ang actions mo.

Nadine
Yeah.
Anyway, i have to go. Please think about it. Tita devine just spare debor a few days bago umalis. Don't worry hindi ako sasama sakanila. I'll stay here for some personal reasons.

Ashley
Ahh i thought you'll come with them

Nadine
No haha don't worry :)

Ashley
Ok
Are you still staying with them?

Nadine
I left the other day already. I'm still looking for a place to stay

Ashley
Ohh
Is it okay if i ask, bakit hindi ka nalang umuwi sa baguio? Mahirap makahanap ng transient ngayon lalo na't summer

Nadine
Ah
Personal reasons but i'm fine!

Ashley
Okay, thank you for talking to me. :)
I hope you also take care of yourself.

Nadine
Yep thank you.
I'm sorry again :)