Pahimakas (Part One)

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Ashley
Nag message sa akin si nadine kahapon

Asha
gago???
seryoso ba??
anu sabi?
inaway ka ba?
awayin mo pabalik

Ashley
Hindi baliw

Asha
heheh chariz lang
pero ano nga nangyari?

Ashley
Nag usap kami about kay debor tapos nag sorry din siya

Asha
anu sabi? sorry mimosa lang

Ashley
De okay lang
Gusto ko rin i-kwento kasi di ko alam super bigat niya sa pakiramdam

Asha
aww
okay all ears me
go na

Ashley
I learnt that debor's not taking care of himself at super serious yung pinagdadaanan niya plus yung relationship pa naming dalawa. Pareho kaming pagod at naisip ko lang na kung ipagpapatuloy pa namin 'to, hindi rin magiging maganda ang kalabasan. I think it's better if we give space to each other for the mean time. Hindi kami magiging maayos kung makukulong lang kami sa sitwasyon na ito. We have to go out to this situation and for us to get out we have to part ways and reflect about everything.

And from what's happening around him, i can see that our relationship is not good for him. May iba pa siyang problema at ayoko nang dagdagan pa ito. Especially that he's also leaving, wala na talagang patutunguhan 'to. Sobrang hirap asha :(

Asha
i love you :(
nag-usap na ba kayo ni debor?

Ashley
Hindi pa
I want to talk to him pero hindi ko alam kung paano
Kasi parang kapag kakausapin ko siya ganun lang din ang mangyayari. We were just trying so hard to revive the convo kahit super dry na. Wala nang pagbabago

Ashley
Super sakit isipin na he's my first love. Grabe yung attachment ko sakanya. Akala ko talaga it will become better as days passed pero siguro nga ang taas lang ng expectation ko sa relationship namin.

I just can't imagine because we were really great then just one time everything changed. Nagbago siya, nagbago yung takbo ng relasyon namin. Everything changed. We were so happy tapos biglang ganito. It's just so painful to think that i was supposed to answer him already. We were supposed to be official na pero ganito ang nangyari. Kasi kahit ipagpatuloy namin 'to, kami rin ang mahihirapan. We need to breathe and reflect.

Maybe it was destined to happen. Na ganito na lang. Ito na lang yun. Tapos na. Napapatanong nga ako kung kami ba talaga kasi hindi palang nagsisimula, tapos na ang laban. It's just so hard and exhausting.

Asha
i love you
maybe it wasn't still the right time kaya nangyayari ito
but i know in the near future, you'll find someone who's more better and who can really give you happiness you were really looking for

Asha
pero ngayon, you need to learn self-love
rest muna
rest from everything tapos laban ulit

Asha
and yung decision mo is to tell him to stop right?
okay lang yun. hindi masamang isipin ang sarili muna
u both have personal problem and your relationship was tiring so it was good but not in a way na okay yey tapos na kayo; it was good in a way that you can have more time for yourself and you can take care of yourself better this time.

Ashley
Yeah
Thank you asha :(

Asha
labyu
kailan mo siya balak kausapin?

Ashley
I don't know
Aalis na siya sa birthday ko
Hindi ko alam hays :(

Asha
loveu ulit
try not to think it as much as possible
dapat fresh ka sa bday mo diba?! HAHAHA

Ashley
Lol

Asha
smile ka na

Ashley
Di man lang ako ma excite sa birthday ko :(

Asha
hay naku gagawin ng angels burger na masaya ang bday mo dont worry!

Ashley
Hahaha thank you ulit
Labyu :(