"You said you love me," I said while tears are rushing through my face.
"Di mo talaga maintindihan?! This is a fuckin showbiz industry, Carmine! Everything is supposed to be just an act!" he shouted. Nanginginig ang mga kamay kong pinunasan ang aking mga luha.
'So he was just acting. Everything he did for me we're just pretend'
"I love you, Llyan. Unlike you, my feelings aren't just an act. Totoong minahal kita at patuloy pang mamahalin," sambit ko kasabay ng paghikbi.
"I'm sorry, Carmine.Everything we did supposedly just to make us more famous and adored by a lot of people. I didn't mean to make you fall for me," he coldly said before leaving my room.
I was left crying and sobbing. Di ko alam na bahagi lang pala 'yon ng palabas. Lahat ng mga pinapakita niya sa akin sa harap at likod ng camera ay pare-parehong kasinungalingan lang.
Tinawag kong muli ang make-up artist ko para ipaayos ang nasira kong make-up. The writer also entered my room for script briefing.
"Can I just continue tommorow? I'm not feeling well," hinang-hina kong tanong rito.
"I'm sorry talaga, Ms. Carmine. Pero nirurush na kasi ang pag-gawa ng mga episodes dahil nga malapit na itong i-air sa TV," nag-aalala niyang paliwanag.
"I understand. Kaya ko naman to," I said then give her an assuring smile.
Pagkatapos kong magbihis ay lumabas na ako ng kwarto. Nasa hotel kami ngayon namamalagi para i-shoot dito sa beach ang last episode ng series. Habang papalapit sa set, di nakaligtas sa mga mata ko sina Veyra at Llyan na masayang nag-uusap.
'Mabuti naman dahil nakuha niya pang magsaya matapos ang nangyari kanina'
Naramdaman ko ang muling pagbigat ng dibdib ko kaya bago pa man magsitulo ulit ang aking mga luha ay mabilis na akong lumapit sa set. Ilang sandali lang din ay sumunod sa akin si Llyan.
"Lights! Camera! Action!!!!" sigaw ng director.
"It was all a dare but I realized that I fall for you, Terens," pagsaulo ko sa mga salitang nasa script.
"From the day that I saw you, minahal na din kita, Yna," then he hugged me tight.
Gusto kong matuwa dahil kahit papano ay nayayakap ako ng taong mahal ko pero tuwing sinasampal ako ng katotohanang pag-arte lang ang lahat ng ito ay di ko maiwasang masaktan.
He followed the script and after a while he kissed me on my forehead and look straight in my eyes. I almost believe that those eyes are telling me that he love me but then I remembered what he said to me earlier.
'I just love the way you act, Llyan. You make me believe that we love each other'
BINABASA MO ANG
Love The Way You Act
Romance"Sa sobrang galing mo sa pag-arte, napaniwala mo akong mahal natin ang isa't-isa" Carmine Lamonte is a well-known actress. She already reach the peak of her career at the age of 20. After the launching of her first movie, a lot of great opportunitie...
