𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐮 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬,𝐧𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭[ʏᴇᴏɴʙɪɴ,ᴛᴀᴇɢʏᴜᴋᴀɪ]

𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 4

Author's pov

Beomgyu and kai are in the kitchen,eating their breakfast peacefully"hey guys what are you eating"they both looked at that side instantly regretting when they yeonjun and taehyun coming together while hand in hand

They both looked away and decided to stay silent while continuing their breakfast

Taehyun and yeonjun were both pissed by their behaviour it's been a week since they are completely ignoring them

Everyone around them noticed including bang pd,At first they thaught it's a small fight but now it's seem like it's huge and today yeonjun has got a call from the company

"BUN..SOOBIN..YAHH CHOI SOOBIN COME FAST HERE NOW"They all flinched when they yeonjun shouting even taehyun, it's first time they heard him shouting

they all looked at soobin who had came down breathing heavily and with the same expression,he without saying anything looked at kai and gyu trying to understand what happened,they both shooked their head as both of them don't know what happened

They looked at taehyun when they heard him saying"don't hyungie plss"and noticed how yeonjun is taking deep breaths possibly calming himself

Beomgyu and kai stopped eating and went towards soobin who was standing infront of both of them

After few minutes ,with the help of taehyun yeonjun calmed himself and looked at the others who were looking back at them"I don't know what happened to you guys or don't know what's going on here and you guys are acting like this since we announced about us.and about this we are gonna talk later,later means today at night or tomorrow not after that, understood.By the way I got a call from company I think everyone noticed your wearied behaviour, they have said to me that whatever is going on between you guys,sit and talk about the matter.We should go now today we have our interview and I hope you guys don't overreact there, let's go taehyunie"he said then heading toward upstairs before taking a quick glance at them,more like certain someone who looked back at him with guilty face while taehyun stayed there looking at other three who were stunned to speak probably embarrassed by themselves

He went towards soobin and held his hands"I don't know what should I say hyung but if I have said or done something wrong then sorry hyung"he looked at others two before leaving them alone

While the other three who were frozen on their spot,too stunned to speak because of their stupidness, soobin didn't even knoticed when his tears began to fall

Soobin's pov

i hate myself because of me today first time,for the first time Jun hyung shouted at us and taehyun thaught that he did something wrong I was going to say something to him,but he left.

They both didn't do anything it's us who began to ignore them,still they are the one who apologize to us,I should have said something earlier but i was just frozen there and I hate when Junnie hyung look at me like that

I am so fucking stupid I thought while gripping my hairs tightly

"Hyung stop that it will hur-"before kai could complete his sentence,I speaked up"why would I, it should hurt me,I am the one responsible for all of this mess, it's me who created this,I am soo fucking dumb kai,I am fucking dumb"i couldn't keep it up, imaging the love of life being like this I can't I came out of thoughts when kai hugged me

"Calm down hyung it isn't only your fault,it's because of all of us"I know it's our fault but I am older than them,I could have- we both pulled off and looked at the side from where the sound came it's.... beomgyu...ohh...no..is he

"It isn't your fault soob hyung nor it's kai s,it was my fault the whole thing happened because of me hyung, because of me"he said in between his sobs.

I eventually went towards him and tried to calm him down,I placed my both hands on his checks"No it isn't your fault gyu,It was mine I am older than you guys,I am the leader of this group,I shouldn't have listen to advise,I could have-"I was cutted by a furious beomgyu who pulled off my hands and looked at me sternly"FIRST OFF ALL HYUNG STOP BLAMING YOURSELF,IT WASN'T YOUR FAULT HYUNG,IT WAS NEVER YOURS AND YOU'RE THE LEADER DOESN'T MEAN THAT YOU DON'T HAVE THE FEELINGS, SOMEONE WOULD HAVE DONE THE SAME THING HYUNG AND IT WAS ME WHO STARTED THIS,I WAS THE ONE WOULD DECIDED TO IGNORE THEM,I WAS THE ONE WHO SAID TO NOT TO TALK THEM HYUNG,it w-as bec-ause of m-e"it's true but- stop thinking choi soobin help him first

I looked at beomgyu who had broken down on the floor,I immediately sat down on the floor and pulled him a warm hug, moving my hands camly on his back hoping it would calm him,I didn't know when kai joined the hug"I don't know what to say but both of you it isn't your fault and stop blaming yourself hyung's and jealousy happens easily hyung's,it isn't someone fault and seeing them together I was also jealous hyung sometimes when they sit together,feed eachother,i was hyung but i didn't showed some showed in different ways hyung's like some people make cry it,some makes jealous eachother more,some ignore them like we did, people express their feelings in different ways hyung's and we can't help but walk on the way hyung's and I hope u understand what I said"I was too stunned to speak and it was true whatever he said,I felt gyu pulling off the hug then wiping his tears messily, before nodding his head

Hmmm,kai can truly calm him down they are perfect for each other but I want to see them with taehyun, hope one day they will be together,I chuckled and thought about Jun hyung I am sorry hyungie today you were angry because of me,I will tell him sorry tomorrow

I looked at kai and gyu who were hugging eachother ewww couples,guess I am the one who is single now,i hope someday everything will back to normal

but one thing will always remain same,I Will  𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐮 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬,𝐧𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 we not might be together now or never will....well who knows about the future

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Hiii sorry for late update🙈,

And for that I am gonna double update today🎉

Only one chapter remains, hahahah sorry that I said there will more two chapters which I will add as epilogue...so that could count as two chapters...well there is a reason I said that ...I thought about a twist which you will see at later tonight,

So see you soon 🤗,

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