False God ( Kylo Ren AU )

Seven

One Week Later...

It's only been one week since I last off Kylo. But for some reason inside me, part of me missed him. I know there's nowhere I'd rather be than with him. He was intoxicating.

I'm one of those girls who's falling hard for a guy she barely knows. Did I think I was going to end up this way? No.

Work has been slow. Poe got repositioned to the new company after what was told at work about what he did to me. Luke and Leia were absolutely mortified after they were told what happened. Though it's not really clear how they were told.

I did end up getting a raise though. I'm not sure why. I'm not sure how, but I did I was also given three new projects to do which have kept me pretty busy, but somehow I still get to think of Kylo.

This morning after having a dream about Kylo and me,  and all the crazy things he wants to do. Our extensive conversation ended up being too extensive. At one point I was going to say, uncle, and just let him have me right there. But unfortunately, I'm just not that ready.

I did get about three or four text messages from Kylo expecting him to show up at some point. He seemed as though he really needed to talk to me. But I know if I see him again I simply won't be able to resist.

I was on my usual route and grabbed myself a latte at my favorite coffee place. I walked into the office greeting Trudgen, as I usually did.

He would greet me with a hello and I would say hello back. He asked me how my day is going to be I told him busy as usual. He just smiles and waves and tells me to have a nice day. There's something about him now. He seems safer and more normal. I don't know what it is about me and not liking normal guys. Although he's OK, I just don't think I'll be able to be with somebody as normal.

I'm riding up in the elevator thinking to myself about all the daily tasks I have to do. Unable to keep my mind focused still thinking about what happened last week. His kiss, his hands, the way he smells. Damn it I need him.

I enter the office and a lot of people are smiling at me that normally just ignore me. I smile back and I waved at a few who waved at me. I got my open the door to my office and I see a huge bouquet of roses. Not only are they just roses, but added in are a few sunflowers.

My heart races thinking who the heck did this. I realize there's only one person who could've done something like this for me. He really is testing me. My heart races and my legs feel a little weak.

I walk up to the bouquet and look at the note. It reads: 

I don't know what I did, but I want you. You're mine, Kathrine. Italian Restaurant. 7 pm sharp. 

I smile to myself. I don't know if I really want to go or not. If I go that means I'm giving into the very thing that I'm trying to avoid, if I don't go I might lose the guy that I actually like.

Fuck it. It's going to happen. I wanted him to. No, I needed him. 

 I text him:

K: See you at 7. Thank you for the flowers they are my favorite.

KA: Good to know you got them. See you at 7, gorgeous.

I look at my phone in disbelief as to what I just did. 

Luke then pops into my office. "Seems you have somebody who fancies is you" He smirked.

"Yeah, it seems that way". I responded with a small smile.

"He musta done something to upset you if he is pulling out the flower routine" Luke continued. 

I nodded."I think I forgive him though" I responded. Luke laughed, my boss actually pulled out a chuckle from his usual serious and sarcastic self. "Most men don't deserve it, but if brings a smile to your face he is" He said. 

I thought about what he said and tried to process it. Meanwhile, Luke goes into a whole explanation of the new project that he is giving me. I'm almost done with one of the three he originally gave me, but now another is added to the plate. This one seems pretty simple though. The company is trying to figure out how to get its finances out of debt.

Usually one of my specialties.

I gaze at the clock as I rush around the house. Shit, shit, shit.

Nothing I had even screamed, fuck me.  Most of it was just work and casual.

It was 5 pm and if I wanted to make it to that restaurant I needed to leave now. I looked at my outfit and nodded. It was, what it was. The red skirt, with a cold shoulder shirt and a pair of black pumps. Seemed only reasonable to me. 

After one bumpy cab ride later I find myself standing in front of a small Italian restaurant. Looking at myself in the reflection of the glass I take my first step into the place and the hostess smiles at me. "Mr. Ren is right this way." She said.

I followed her to the table in the corner and saw him.

He was sitting there with his raven locks and those honey-brown eyes. Though when his eyes landed on me they got darker.

The waitress retreated back to her stand and I was alone with him in this corner. 

"Kat" He smirked. He grabbed my hand and have it a kiss. My hand felt electric shocks go through it. He pulls the hand close to his chest and I feel his heart racing too. Our bodies are close and I can smell him so clearly. Mohogany, amber, and a hint of whiskey. 

He then helps me into the chair and he finds his seat across from mine. Losing his touch made me only want him more. The sexual tension was there and I felt it all too well. 

Kylo looked into my eyes and smiled. "You look, ravishing" He hummed. "As do you" I responded. 

A waiter came by and interrupted the sexual tension we had, but only for a moment, once he left, I felt Kylo's eyes all over me again. "Wanna tell me why you have been avoiding me, dear Kathrine," He asked calmly.

I swallowed hard. "I wasn't, I was-" before I could finish Kylo interrupted. "Kat, don't give me that busy nonsense. What did I do?" He asked. I looked away from him. I couldn't face him now. I had that urge, just like I always do, to run. 

He shook his head. "Oh no, you're not leaving this time Kat," he said. I felt my breath get caught in my throat. 

He leans over the table and gips my chin like he did that first night. "You're mine. I will not let one bad thing happen to you. Do you want that?" He asks. I nodded. He shook his head. "Words Kathrine," he spoke a little more firmly.

"Yes," I whispered out.

He smirked and let go of my chin. He and I both know we aren't hungry for Italian. 

He places a bill on the table and comes to my side. He picks me up. "Kylo! You ca-" before I can finish he places his soft lips on mine. He then releases. "I can and I will" He growls into my ear. 

My whole body reacts to his words and my thighs grip together. He smirks at my small shift.

He takes me out the back, and he slams me into the building. I let out a low moan and wrap my legs around his core. His kisses are becoming desperate as are mine. 

His hands grip my ass and he pushes me harder into the brick. "You're going to fucking be the death of me." he moaned out and kissed deep into my neck as I let out another low moan. 

"I don't wanna stop this time" I let out softly.

He looks at me and looks at the car down the ally way and nods toward it. "Words" I smirk.

"You're coming home with me you little vixen" He whispers in my ear.

He and I barely make it to his car as we can't keep our hands off each other he places me into the passenger seat, and grabs the seatbelt, and places it tightly on my legs. His hand brushed my thighs and also pushes right against my panties. 

A smile crept on his face again and I knew why...