Love.?

Suicide

Oh god, Mike was the best friend anyone could wish for...

I woke up the next day feeling like shit, I didn't want to go to work, I didn't even want to get out of bed. "Hey, you feeling any better?" Mike asked when I walked down stairs. "Not really" I said, sitting down on the couch. "Where's Arlo?" I asked "oh he left for work 2 hours ago" Mike replied. "Oh- did I sleep for that long?" I said checking the time, it was 11.

"You got mail" Mike said handing me an envelope. It was from Violet.? "I'm going out" Mike said. "Bye" "bye"

Now I was alone again..

I slowly opened the envelope and this is what it said
   
Hey Willow
I really wanted to apologise, and I didn't even like you like that, I'm so sorry for messing with your feelings.. anyways meet me at the abandoned school tomorrow at 9pm, and if you don't.. there will be consequences..
From Violet ❤️

What the fuck was that..? Consequences.?? What..? Violet didn't like me..? Oh god, why am I feeling like this.?
The next thing I know there was a huge bang, a gun like bang outside. I walked to my closet and took out the spare gun that MIKE, yes MIKE, hid there, just in case yk..  I walked outside just to see Arlo on the ground, Mike crying in his knees next to Arlo, and VIOLET?! Holding a gun.. "what..?" I said shaking as I held my gun up. "Put that gun down my love, we all know you can't shoot people.." she said smirking. "Oh shut up, I know you are trying to make me feel bad about myself, but you deserve to get shot after what you did to Mike and his boyfriend." I said firmly.

After some minutes of arguing, she finally decided to go home, but I need to meet her tomorrow or else I will risk putting Mike and Arlo in danger..

Mike took Arlo inside and I stayed outside. I dropped the gun on the grass in my garden and sat down, sobbing. I can't take this anymore.. this is all to overwhelming.. I sat there for a good time thinking about my life, and where I was 1-3 years ago, and where I am now. All of this was messing with my head. Then Mike called me from the front door. "Come in, we need to talk.." I got up and walked in. "What's up.??" I said looking at him with a concerned face. "So uhm.. I just found out that I am your brother.. and you are my uhh sibling.." he said rubbing that back of his head. "What-?" I said confused. Mike? The guy I have known for so long is my brother?! " I thought he shot himself..?" I said "I didn't" he said grinning.

"Stop smiling" i said. "Sorry-?" "Don't apologise, I was joking" I said laughing.

I went off to bed thinking about what just happened.. my best friend is my brother.. and I am his sibling... OOMG FOR FUCKS SAKE THIS IS MESSING WITH MY BRAIN! Why does my life need to be so 'secret full' ffs I'm gonna cry. I ended up laying in bed crying myself to sleep.

The next morning I woke up at 4pm and Mike gave me a concerned face as I walked done the stairs. "Willow, you know it's 4pm, right?" He said looking at me. "Yeah, so?" "What's going on?" I asked again after I saw Arlo come in with a weird face. "Nothing." He said shortly "Mike?" "Nothing. Ok?" He said as well.

After some hours I had to go to the abandoned school. As I walked there I took my gun with me and was ready to shoot shit.

"I see you came." Violet said smirking. "Oh shut up" I replied. "So what do you want?" I said with no face expression. "I want money, slaves, and people to murder." "How much money?" I asked "like 500k dollars" she said "WHAT-?" I shouted. "No way I'm giving you that." I said. Then she took out her gun and pointed it at me. "Alright fine, I'll give it to you," I said backing up. I took out my wallet thing and gave her the money. "Here" "thanks." She said, and after the rude jsut walked away.

I was left alone again. What is the point of this.? I'm broke and have no money, and I put my brother and his boyfriend in danger.. what if I just.. I put my gun to my head. Then Violet turned around to see me, Willow, with a gun against my skull about to kms. "Don't." Violet said sharply. "Oh, so you suddenly finally care about me..?" I said laughing a little. "Ye- I mean no- I mean maybe.." she said walking closer. "One step closer and I'm gonna pull the trigger.."