vent & rant book

toxicity + no irl friends

Update kinda wanna make podcast rant kinda titles period

⚠️ tw: ed??? ⚠️

Like idk people been so toxic lately I'm like where's the camera haha prank reveal urself but people be so weird and toxic nowadays like I thought besties b like that cuz we at school or shi
But we be like hanging out and bitches still weird asf????
I'm like man I'll just be my own friend then period
But like idk I just kinda want someone to talk to lowkey like these days I'm just talking to myself and it hurts when u say a really good joke and u is the only one who laugh like.....
Like my friend be so weird nowadays and I'm starting to wonder if it's me or the friend like every break bitches just go to the other classmates and I'm like maybe u just wanna like say something specific to the specific person but that's like every break at school rn and I'm like is it just me like don't u wanna talk to me like is it my fault cuz I'm always blaming other people and saying it's ur loss but I literally have like no irl friends..... like my friend kinda best friend, I also talk to the other classmate sometimes and like one that's kinda like my best friends friend but whatever and like one friend from class B but the only person I can genuinely talk to is my best friend who's starting to become really toxic and I'd have no one else to talk to like man
And like few days ago I was in the group chat and I send a screenshot of my best friends crush and I'm like he ain't all that he treats u like ass and he don't look THAT good (friend says that he's like the most hottest person he's ever seen)
Thats why I said: THIS is the hottest???? But like in the u look way much better like bestie.....
And bitches go like: go watch the whole video dumbass bitch u can't say that because he has ED and I'm like ????
Like: oh u can't say that bc he has ed apologize rn
And I'm at school and I have to be apologizing even though the best friend going around "jokingly" body shaming people and even telling me I was fat "as a joke" once even tho bmi saying I'm underweight like 17.2 or whatever man idek fuck bmi
And literally never apologized and I'm like ???? How u gonna go around doing like that and not apologizing, but telling people that didn't even mean it, to apologize???
Sorry for rant it apparently writing it down makes u feel better almost cried but ok
And like I can't eat at other people's place idek why I just lose appetite and like when bitches give me food I'm like idk if I can eat that much tbh... and bitches like: just try it idk like that's baby portion wtf (update HELP IM LMAO RN BABY PORTION)
And literally telling me that's baby portion like: I tried putting little portion for u, like even I would eat that

Update boohoo + cry about it + stfu
They not THAT toxic anymore but I was a little overreacting as well