vent & rant book

does nobody like me?

fuck this I hate bitches so much I feel like I'm a burden and nobody likes me as in like actually yk at least something like cares about me and all and like actually the one bitches I got is my sis and mom who actually at least a little bit actually love me but I just never got approached only like twice once by my fucking classmate like omg can I sit here type shit and second by a 12 year old who was asking like 50 people for ig in an event and I just feel like I'm an annoying ass bitch and I have to like talk to my best friend who's like sick I'm like also like sick and morbid as hell but bros got a crush on Jeffrey Dahmer the real guy💀💀 and is toxic at times but the only person who I can talk to about my problems and mentally ill kinks and the only like actual person I talk to also to like my other classmate the one who approached me on the first day she was new but like I just hate it here like why do yall gotta be so harsh to me act like fucking bitches yall crazy as hell like I don't get how yall think that's a joke like I be talking and making jokes with somebody online and they go haha kys like bitch u thought ur ass so funny but that's another story these fucking bitches are just like the the only bitches I be talking to and I just feel like I'm an annoying burden to everybody and all of these bitches already have like relationship and all got bitches asking them out and all and I'm like the only bitchless person ever like I can't even be like: "haha I have bitches in another country LMAOOO" cos even those bitches prolly in a relationship and we don't even text like at this point am I even like fucking attractive to bitches like why nobody like me I'm a hottie and I'm funny and I have tbe best taste first it was like: "yoo haha they just too shy lol everybody has a crush on me" but at this point its not even funny I can't make new friends and nobody ever approaches me and I'm starting to feel like I'm an ugly ass even though I'm not but I don't even know what to think about this anymore like why does nobody listening to me when I talk? Why does everybody have so many friends and people even looking in the same direction and I don't? What am I actually doing wrong that no hot person when I go out somewhere even takes a quick glance like not even people around my age even though I'm into them oldies but even that would be fucking enough like I don't wanna hear any more of yall fucking stories like OMG HOTTIE GUY WAS LOOKING AT ME IN THE BUS WE MADE EYE CONTACT🤤🤤 like u even fucking younger than me what am I actually doing wrong? Am I really that ugly or nah? Why can't hot people look at me like they look at yalls? Do I look too fruity or what like yall just gotta tell me communication is key but like how do yall do it? I tried manifesting and nothing works I just wanna feel fucking validated for once it's not even funny anymore I'm sick of these bitches stories about ex this ex that OMG HE GAVE ME HICKEY🤤🤤 like that bitch 17 u 14 calm down horny ass bitches ima call the cops fr this time😰😰 like I just can't like I remember I was like in like another city with my class we were on some trip I was looking at a passing like this train thing but it's not a train it's like this train looking ass something that's in bigger cities yall know what I'm talking abt it drives like IN the city yh and I was just looking there and there was a guy and I'm a blind ass I couldn't see if he was actually looking at me but he waved and smiled even if it prolly wasn't at me there were like 15 people behind and next to me so idk even if it wasn't at me bro made my whole year I hope ur fucking wishes come true ily random ass stranger I wish it was actually at me fuck im a desperate ass bitch that's why nobody wanna talk to me I'm literally trying to talk irl and bitches KEEP interrupting me and then they they just don't even ask like what did u wanna say cos they busy talking with their other friends or I'm trying to explain something that happened to my mom and she starts interrupting me and all and I can't even explain it and I just want somebody who can listen to me in a crowd full of people and who yk like cares for me and shit I need one of those bitches so bad rn it's bad

(Copied amd pasted cos I was about to rant to the fucking message board again😱😱😱😱😱)