𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝘿𝙀𝘼𝙇 ~~ 𝐷𝑜 𝐺𝑎𝑛𝑔 𝐽𝑎𝑒

SEVEN

"Hmm I think I have a better idea"

I raised my eyebrows. He's not trying to have me sleep with him is he?

"Wich is?"

He smirked while his face was getting closer to mine. As his face was by my ear he said something.

"If you get rid of your boyfriend, I"ll help you"

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I scoffed. No way I"ll do that. "And with "getting rid of him" you mean killing or breaking up?"

He smirked. "I was thinking of breaking up but the other plan sounds good too~"

I rolled my eyes. I mean I guess I can act like I broke up with him and just date in secret?

"Fine I"ll do it"

"I knew you couldn't resist me~"

"I'm doing this for my sister and Pildo" I interrupted him.

Gang Jae rolled his eyes. "Yeah whatever"

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Me, my sister and my now secret boyfriend met up. "I'm sorry about earlier.. I had to pretend to break up with you so you two could be safe"

"We understand that Jiyeon, we really do"

This honestly made me relieved. "So.. Pildo you're okay with secret dating me?"

"I mean I don't want to but for the sake of our lives we have to"

I sigh. I really do feel bad for him. This all happend because of me.

But every time I think about it I'm starting t question my feelings for Pildo more and more. He seems off too. Like he isn't sure of his feelings for me as well.

Not to mention we haven't had sex in months. Every time we would try one of us made up some excuse not to.

Honestly what are we even still doing together.

We think we love each other but we don't. Why else do we only make out one time in a week? Why else don't we have sex? Why else don't I feel butterflies looking at him?

I think it's more the fear of not having a relationship anymore. We're so used to it that it doesn't feel good to not be in a relationship.

At the beginning we did really love each other. I was so in love with him.

But I really should break up with him soon. We can't continue like this.

Besides I have a feeling Pildo is hiding something. I don't know what though. Maybe Jiwoo knows.

Also, Gang Jae told me to meet up almost every day. He's basically been stalking me. I don't know what he wants from me but I don't like it.

This time he asked me out on a date. A fucking date.

Of course I had no other choice then to say yes. Pildo doesn't know about this though. I don't want to make him upset. If he even would be upset about it.

I was currently getting ready for the date. I wouldn't want to call it a date though.

I decided to tell Jiwoo about this. I rarely opened up to her the last couple months because she's also been acting off.

But today I thought it would be a good idea to talk to her about it.

"Do you have a date with Pildo?"