Love Me Again |Ongoing|

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I head into the house and set down the bags. My mom is giving the kids food and I head to my room. I sit down on the corner of the bed. I try to hold on to my emotions but it's too much to handle.

I let it out.

My breathing gets faster and I can't breathe right. I'm hyperventilating by thinking of that night of graduation. My blood pressure went up where it feels like I'm about to pass out it's getting darker.

Then the door flies open revealing Luke and Ava they look scared I try keeping my eyes open before my eyes close luke went running out yelling and Ava came towards me and started crying. My mom came back to run in. and Then I passed out. This happens not that often so they know the drill.

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I opened my eyes and see it was dark in my room. I know it's the next day by checking my clock anytime this happens I sleep for the whole day. I do not need to go to a medical emergency room so I can get treated unless I have had this before and my provider has told me that I can treat it on my own. I look around on my bed and see Luke. He will always be a mommy's boy. I smile and kiss his forehead I then scoop him up in my arms and snuggle him.

I tear up in his arm a little. He then hums in his sleep so I stop crying and her up and head to my bathroom I turn on the lights and look at myself in the mirror my makeup is fine I just had lipstick and eyeshadow. My hair is everywhere so I put it in a messy bun. I take off my makeup and head out of the bathroom and into my bedroom and see Luke up looking for me on the bed. He does not notice me so I speak "hey baby" I say with a smile on my face.

He jumps off the bed and comes running up to me and yells while squealing "Mommy!" I laugh at his excitement "hi" I said grabbing him and placing him on my hip. I turn on the lights and head to the living room where I here talking coming from the living room so I head down the staircase.

Before I do I ask Luke who's here he then said so guy so I go upstairs and bring Luke with me to change cause I still had my shorts on and my Nike shirt. I need to look presentable enough for guests. I don't care but my mom does. It just turned 1:25 so I'll still have to get ready from yesterday of me hyperventilating. I'm gonna shower cause why not I'm not gonna take long. I get in and got out 10 minutes later I brush my teeth while wrapped around a towel. I grab a robe so I can get Luke ready to take a bath in my shower after I was done with Luke's shower I start looking around my closet to find something to wear.

I get a white cropped shirt and oversized royal blue jacket with light ripped jeans and some white Jordan's.
I sent off Luke to grab what clothes he wants to wear. He came back while I brushed my hair straight. He handed me his clothes and jumped on my bed while a towel wrapped around him. I start putting what outfit he picked out which is so cute on him. I put his socks on and shoes and he is ready to go.

I pull him up to my hip and head downstairs I still hear talking. I turn the corner of the living room and see some guy sitting on the couch my mom noticed me and got up and walked up to me. "How are you feeling Grace?" she asked with concern on her face and voice "I'm a fine mom it's not the first time it's happened," I say with a slightly fake smile. She then smiles back and looks sad I then spoke "what's wrong mom?" Asking confused she then says "he's here looking for you" with me still looking confused.

"What do you mean-" getting cut off by someone calling my name "Grace?" I look at my mom in shock and look back Leo he's here and my dad sitting across from him. I then look back at my mom "Take luke upstairs and get Ava ready for today mom" she then nods and goes upstairs I walk towards my dad "Good afternoon day can you leave Leo and me alone for a second so we can talk" he looks up at me and was about to speak but I cut him off "Dad I'll be fine I promise" he gives me a sad smile and get up and walks away to the stairs.

I look towards Leo while he gets up from the couch. I then talk "what do you want Leo?" I say while playing with my fingers. " I came here to see you and my kids" I look at him in shock. How does he know it his kids? "How do you know there you kids?" He then says "Because I looked at your background" my eye widen "You did what?! I can't believe this but there not your kid's father left them when they were kids just by looking at my background doesn't say anything. Have you done a DNA test?" I said waiting for a response "no that's what I thought" he then spoke, "Grace I don't need a DNA test first I did my math on when we did it without protection and also when you went to the doctors for it said you were 3 weeks and a day pregnant second I looked at you hospital bills and everything else that you named them Luke King west and Ava king west third of all they look a lot like me luke looks like me and Ava looks like you." He says out of breath.

"Why didn't you tell me?" He says wanting to cry.

"I had my reasons, Leo," I said wanting to cry. "What we're your reasons then?" He says "I just couldn't Leo," I said while crying. "Yes could have told me the reasons Grace," he said slightly raising his voice. "No," I said being stubborn I just didn't want to talk. "Fine then I'll take you to court and get full custody over them," he said while my eye widened I start crying my eye out begging him not to. "Please don't take my babies away from me I'm begging you!" I said right before I passed out.

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Bye ✌🏼