Love Me Again |Ongoing|

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My eyes widened but I closed my eyes to enjoy the moment. He then bites my bottom lip asking permission to enter my mouth. I accept. Our mouths start moving in a nice rhythm like we were made to kiss. My stomach starts catching butterflies and I'm kind of scared to feel this way. I then release what I'm doing. So I push him back trying to catch my breath. "We can't I don't love you anymore you are just the father of my children," I say knowing I don't feel that way I love him and I always will.
"You don't mean that Grace you and I know that." He says with sadness in his eye.

"I do you broke me I don't love you you did this to me you went and fucked a bitch! Leo, you left me to raise twins all by myself! It's your fault!"

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Sorry sorry" he says going to his knees and sitting on his legs and crying. "Sorry, Grace," he says while sobbing.
My eyes start to get buried due to the tears forming in my eye.
"I did everything to tell you about the kids but I couldn't reach you."
"What do you mean you had my phone number it's still the same till now just for you or you could have had a meeting with me," he says looking up at me.

"I did all that I couldn't call you cause I didn't remember your number I deleted it and got a new phone. I also tried to get a meeting but your secretary or assistant said there is a bigger promise or more important stuff than me so try turned down the meeting I did everything Leo"

"So my secretary or assistant did this?"
He picks up his phone and calls someone.
"Hello fire my secretary and assistant find new ones ASAP" my eyes widen when he said that he puts his phone away.
"Is it too late?"
"What do you mean?"
"Is it too late for them to know I'm their father if so I can leave if you want me to I don't want them to be confused at a young age?" he says looking down at the floor. "I don't know but we can try I want my kids to have a father." I say with a low voice "okay... Um, what about us?"
"What do you mean? Where not gonna be nothing just parents for are kids"

"Okay, I understand you don't want to be anything but will you let me explain that night?"
You look at him and nod not trusting your voice by remembering that night.
He sigh.
"She came on me... I know you think this is an excuse but it's not I promise. Every night I woke up crying having dreams about you and how much I broke you, I have not had a good night's sleep since that day. I only sleep 2 hours but when I have seen you again and I'm here I sleep 4 hours cause I'm scared you will leave me again. I'm not trying to make you feel bad for me I looked for you when I became the richest billionaire because I couldn't find you by myself then I hired people to look for you then I found you and I couldn't come to you. I was scared. I was scared you wouldn't love me anymore and I see you don't anymore." He says looking down still.

I was holding my tears he did not sleep cause of me. Now that I look at him better since I was too scared before I see black bags under his eye. I cover my mouth cause I feel myself about to hyperventilate. I cover it not breathing. When I feel it go down I breathe threw my nose still covering my mouth.
"I'm sorry," I say with my wobbly voice.

He looks up worried to hear my voice knowing I'm holding back my tears.
"Grace calm down please I don't want you to pass out for a day," he says standing up with a worried look on his face. "Lay down and rest I will be heard if you need anything."
"No... sleep with me please"
He gave me a sad smile and nodded.

We get up and go to our sides and go under the blanket but I don't feel safe.
"Leo come closer please stay close to me keep me warm how you used to make me feel safe in your arms again... please"
Leo hesitates but wraps his left arm over me and pulls me to his chest my face facing it. Both of us drifted away in our warmth.

"I'm leaving you! I don't love you anymore! You broke me!"
"No please let me explain myself! I don't want to lose you...please I love you and I always will"
"No I can't live anymore you broke me I thought you loved me but you lied!"
She jumps off the building.
"Grace!"

I woke up sweating and panting for air. I look to see Grace I'm in my arms safe like back then when we were teenagers she looks beautiful as ever. I pull her closer even though we are stuck like glue already but I didn't think it was close enough. I put my head onto her neck. I sigh a flash of relief passes through me knowing she is okay. My eye starts to water up "I'm sorry" I say with my voice cracking. I kiss her on the forehead "I'm sorry Grace" I put my head back into her neck and take in her scent and "I love you I always will" I say my voice still cracking while my tears come down and I drift off to sleep feeling the warmth again that I've been missing for 6 years.

I drove myself to sleep again hoping to have a full night's sleep and without a nightmare."
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