Ok so I'm gonna start off with what happened yesterday then today so don't complain about my writing. Yesterday I had my first session with my new therapist she was ok but she's kinda weird. The ironic thing is that she was dressed in all green and her name was Dr. Green. They had coffee and soda it was great at first (don't judge me) I had to go at 8:00am though. When I went in she was asking all sorts of questions my mom did most of the talking, I guess do all sorts of things when im agitated and scared. But when Dr. Green kicks my mom out I just straight out started talking about my problems so it wouldn't be a fricking waste of money. I guess my depression is "off the charts" that's good in my oppinion because I like cutting, I like the pain and blood. But when I left I forgot my phone I know I'm fricking stupid right? Well I went back to get so no problem for me. I'm also a potential alcoholic and smoker/chain smoker. I also like french vanilla star bucks from QT that's spiked with vodka&tequila also some Pepsi mixed with wine. I may be 13 years old but I don't act like one and I don't have the mouth of one metaphorically that is. But then we got something to eat and went home, i didn't sleep after that so....... I'll update tomorrow
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De TodoThis is going to be what's happened in my life so far. it's gonna be weird and freaky as h*ll so don't say I didn't warn you people. my moods in this are gonna be like a roller coaster so be prepared
