i wish i could go back and change things, and i know you're not supposed to change the past but i feel like if i do things would be better. if i didnt ignore that boy that day, who knows where we'd be right now. if i admitted i liked that boy, i wouldn't be so torn or heartbroken over him. if i listened to music with that boy that one day, maybe he wouldn't hate me so much. what im trying to say is that you should not regret your past, but oh boy i regret mine so very much. i spent my past worrying about what everyone would think and being afraid. i built all this courage that came out when it was too late. i could be so happy so full so completed if i could change one thing in my past. i was such a fuck up i couldn't see that; so concerned about what everyone would think of me. i dont want to be scared anymore. i want to act in the moment. i want to be free. not free from a person holding me prisoner, but free from myself. my mind.
{im so young, why do i have so many regrets?}
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chaos
Поэзия{born with a pen where my mouth should be.} this is basically my writing nothing special lmao
