go back.
what? why?
lock the door again.
but why?
just do it.
no.
DO IT.
i can't ignore it.
that's just not how it works.
make sure your fingers feel it lock between them.
good. now touch the floor.
what?
touch the floor.
i do.
with both hands!
when my brain goes on a rampage,
everything i see
is my worst enemy.
the only way to calm it
is to do what my monster
says.
that paper.
what about it?
eat it.
why?
BECAUSE I SAID SO!
and if i don't,
well,
i've never not listened to my monster before.
but when my monster tells me do to something,
the longer i take to do it,
the more my brain pounds on my skull.
the more my hands begin to shake.
i have to get it done quick
or else i'll...
well...
i don't know what happens if you just
don't obey.
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Unhinged
RandomAn ongoing memoir of my life as an unhinged, impulsive person with OCD abd BPD. Written in short, narrative poems that I hope you can relate to in some form or another. Content Warning: Obsessive impulses and OCD, eating disorder (pica), cussing an...
