only one day left until
school
starts
again.
until
falling asleep in class because i can't fall asleep at night
intrusive thoughts swarm my head
mini anxiety attacks every day
failing all my classes because i'm a fucking idiot
homework that i know i'll never do
stressing over un-safe numbers
getting yelled at for "not even trying"
spacing out in bathroom stalls
not being enough for anyone.
i'm not ready,
my brain can't handle this.
i'm going to go off the rails.
i've been warning you,
but it's all in my head.
YOU ARE READING
Unhinged
RandomAn ongoing memoir of my life as an unhinged, impulsive person with OCD abd BPD. Written in short, narrative poems that I hope you can relate to in some form or another. Content Warning: Obsessive impulses and OCD, eating disorder (pica), cussing an...