I'm here at my daddy's room. Remembering my memories with him.
Looking at our photo album where I have a complete family with me.FLASHBACK
Dati nung bata ako hindi ko kilala ang daddy ko dahil ang sinasabi ni mommy nasa ibang bansa sya at wala ng ibang sinasabi bukod dun, and when my 7th birthday came someone ask if I'm foina and I said yes and then he hugs me like there's no tomorrow. When he said he's my dad I'm so glad that I can see, hug, and kiss my daddy.
I love my dad I got my blue eyes from my dad and also my nose. He always makes me feel how much he loves me and my mom, but everything were ruin just because of my mom's ex boyfriend. My dad knew that my mom and mom's ex have relationship and mom will leave dad.
I saw how dad got miserable because of mom and his ex that is now his boyfriend.
Everyday I see him crying and it brokes my heart seeing my daddy crying who is so strong for me for letting my mom go even though he loves her so much. :'(Dad always says me "don't hate your mom she just love someone and that someone is not me foina so respect her decision" I hate my mom but she's still my mom and dad don't want me to hate her.
My mom left us and go with his new boyfriend so me and my dad leave together. He always pretend in front of me that he is happy but every night he is crying so do I :'( I want to have a complete family with my parents.
Until one day when I came home from school someone called and I answer it.
"Baby?" My mom's voice
"What do you need?" I ask coldly
"Your dad's dead and I'm on my way there, wait me alright?" I didn't answer and hang up the phone.
My world's gone :'( my dad's my world but he's gone. How can I leave my life now? He promise me that he's always at my side I just 16 and I want my dad with me :'(
END OF FLASH BACK
I miss my dad so much.
TOK! TOK! TOK!
"Foina? Sabi ng mga maid nandito ka daw kaya pumasok ako." Sabi ni gene
"Yeah! It's okay" sabi ko ng hindi lumilingon sakanya
"Who's room is this?" Tanong nya habang nililibot ng tingin ang kwarto ni dad
"My dad's room" sabi ko habang tumitingin pa rin ng mga photos namin ni dad
"Where's your dad?" He ask
"He's dead, he commit suicide a year after he finds out that my mom's cheating" sagot ko naman at tumigil na sa pagtingin ng pictures namin ni dad
"I'm sorry about that, we're the same. My mom also commit suicide same reason of your father" napatingala ako at nakakita ako ng lungkot sa mga mata nya
Bigla nyang hinawakan ang pisngi ko at dun ko lang naramdaman na umiiyak nanaman ako.
"Don't cry your dad's gonna be sad" napangiti ako sa sinabi nya.
Yun ang lagi kong iniisip sa tuwing umiiyak ako, na dapat maging matapang ako at wag umiyak dahil malulungkot si daddy pag nakita nya akong umiiyak nanaman.
"Thank you" pasasalamat ko sakanya
"You are always welcome, you know that. Come on the dinner's ready, they told me that you're still not eating." Sabi nya sabay hila sa kamay ko.
Gene's POV
We are heading to the dinning area.
Ngayon ko lang nalaman na hindi lang pala ako ang naapektuhan sa relasyon ni dad at tita kundi pati si foina. Hindi ko alam na nagpakamatay rin ang daddy nya.Dapat nga siguro na itigil ko na ang paghihiganti na binalak ko dahil wala ng dapat na mag suffer pa tama na yung pareho kaming namatayan na mahak sa buhay.
Kumakain na kami at nasa tabi ko si foina.
"Sabi ni dad ayaw mo umalis dito, bakit?" Tanong ko, dapat kasi ay lilipat na sila ni tita sa bahay ni dad pero ayaw ni foina kaya nagstay sila.
"My dad own this, we have lots of memories here I want to stay here because dad said before he died that when I have my own family I still should leave here and create a new memories with them so that this house will be full of happy memories." Sagot nya na may ngiti sa labi. Mahal nya talaga ang daddy nya
"Ikaw saan ka nakatira? Diba tumira ka lang dito para bantayan ako kasi binilin nila sayo?" Tanong nya sabay kain
"I have my own condo and house" sagot ko dapat siguro na makilala ko pa sya,mali ang akala ko dati.
"Ahh. Yaya pwede po padala ng ice cream dito? " utos nya
"Sabi ni tita wala ka daw mga kaibigan" tanong ko.
"Meron na bago lang gusto nga nila mag overnight dito eh para makita ka" sabi nya habang kinakain na yung ice cream nya, buti hindi nataba to.
"Kailan? Dalhin ko din kaibigan ko malay mo magustuhan nila" sabi ko
"Baliw ka, makakasira lang yan sa pag-aaral nila noh! " sabi nya sabay titig ng masama sakin.
"Okay lang yan atleast may pahinga sila habang nag-aaral, mag enjoy pa sila" sabi ko sabay smirk
"Baliw ka na nga, akyat na ako sa kwarto doon ko na uubusin to." Paalam nya sabay alis na
Kakaibang babae. Maka-akyat na nga para makapag pahinga na rin ako.
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