I hate myself so fucking much why do I get frustrated so easily why am I such a fucking loser why can't I get anything done why why why. Why does my family deadname me why am I so God damn messy why can't I ever take care of myself why do I want to die why is my brother cared about more than I am, why am I such a jerk why am I so rude why do I hate myself. Why do I find comfort in smut why do I have this addiction to cookie run why do my friends hate me.
WHY. WHY. WHY. WHY. WHY
WHAT DID I DO WRONG
The answer to that is idk and I don't want to know
