Tw: su1cidal thoughts...again...
Guys the su1cidal thoughts are getting worse I can't deal with this anymore....I don't want to leave you guys just yet but you all probably want me gone.....I don't know what to do anymore......I can't do this......I just want to talk to someone.....please......why do I hate myself this fucking much...?....it hurts....
I don't want to leave you guys though...please someone help me....
