Inside The Waves (Abuse Izuku)

chapter 4/ ☪︎

Recap

I feel so dirty after what just happen and showering is not really helping me right now. After I shower I changed to my new clothes, grabbed a new blanket, cuddled them, and drifted off to sleep with one thing in my head...

I should of left to aunties house.

Izuku's POV

I woke up to the rumbling of my stomach craving some food but as I am I ignored it and checked the time. 5:23 am. I still have time to sleep in for a bit, I closed my eyes and.. Nothing. Dammit.. Oh well. I guess I'll start my day. I sat up and just started staring at the wall.

After a bit I looked around to see the dress. I felt chills go down my spine and could feel myself shake up, my breathe also got faster. I was able to slap myself out of the state I was going into and went to go washed my face then changed into my school uniform.

I then brushed my teeth. I picked up the floorbroad, took out the box and opened it , grabbed a blade, closed the box, placed the box back, and covered it with the floorboard. I grab both manches and gordito an placed them back into the bathroom.

I walked out of the bathroom and picked up the dress slowly. I looked at it for a solid 10 seconds then throw it in my closet. I closed the closet, picked up my backpack, and walked downstairs to where my shoes are to put them on. Once I did I put my bag to one side of my shoulders and walked out.

Freedom.. Finally.. I felt a cold breeze on my face and shaked it off. I started walking to school to see the sun of a new day. I prefer the night cause of the darkness but I love the morning it's always to beautiful! I started humming to another song I remember hearing from a classmate's earbuds. The song was blasting in his ear but he didn't mind.

(It's the song on the top btw) I flinched at every tiny or big noises from the street. After a while, I made it to my school and it was breakfast. I skipped it and walked up to the roof. While I was walking there I was stop by a girl who gave me a bracelet. "here! " "what's this f-for? " "it's a "you matter bracelet! It's for suicide prevention. Sadly there are many people in this world we know that are killing themselves cause of bad things. So the hotline is on the bracelet! We'll be giving this out at lunch if you have a friend who wants one! "

Who said I had friends-? "a-alright.. Thank y-you! " "no problem! Bye! Have a great day! " "y-you too" I continue walking to the roof when I realized I got a rainbow colored bracelet-.. Oh well? I put on the bracelet then I finally made it to roof and sat down on the edge and looked down. How beautiful.. I noticed more and more people coming so I backed away from the corner, I don't want to give the wrong idea yet.

It's almost time tho! I'm so happy! This is gonna be great. I thought in my head. I heard someone screamed "don't move!! ". Of course the person I am I ignored it and stand up. After that I heard the door swing opened and someone catching there breathe. "don't do it! You have.. You have everything to live for!! " I stand there puzzled and started at them.

"wait! Where you gonna jump off the roof? " I shaked my head as no and they sighed. "that's a relief! Sorry if I scared you. I tend to panic when I see people on the roof. " "i-it's fine.. " "ok then well good bye! " "bye" I mumbled. I also left the roof and walked to my first class.

As I was walking to my class I was stopped by nonother that Lock sensei. "good morning Mr midoriya. " "G-good morning l-lock s-ensei! " I bowed respectfully and 'smiled' nervously. "what a lovely day it is today huh midoriya? " "y-yes! It i-is. " I could feel myself starting to shaking as he stared at me.