I am perfectly aware of the tragedy I caused
As I too am repeatedly choked by the smile I swore to burn in my chest
And with the dwindling time in which I wish to pause
A slow swaying reality smashes me back into my death
Lead to believe that all I could be is in a state of constant redemption
I would willingly take her hand as I once did
But her eyes only see the beast in which only shrieks in the intent if deception
If only apologies were right for me, I would not care much to meet her disdain
Her longing stares met my fears as we both exchanged goodbyes
She took a piece of me when her hysterical laughter took the toll of my restrain
But I would reassure her that I for one was not taken by the girl with lightning eyes
I will sew the seems between her dreams of darkness and of bright
When redlights flashed in only one end just to bleed into the lions den
And where sleep was not a desprate attemt to make the noose and rope a friend
