I Won't Give up.

Chapter 7

As I lay there, in awe, I see his face get red. "I was kind of just...you know.." And before he could finish I interrupted him. "Oh my gosh, Brendon. You were waiting? Why did you.." Then he interrupts me. "I couldn't help myself, Gianna.

...I...I just wanted you..so bad." He admits. I didn't even know what to say. He was waiting all this time. Any girl he could've broken the wait for, it's me?

"Please, say something?" He blurts. "I-I don't know what to say." I tell him. "Are you mad?" He asks confused.

"No, I'm not mad. I'm just wondering. Why me? You said you were waiting. But why did you stop waiting because of me?"

"Because, Gianna. You are so beautiful. The way your eyes light up. The way your beautiful brown hair falls down your back. The way that you blushed when I said you are beautiful. And how you are blushing right now." He laughs and bites his lip. Then he continues.

"Oh, and don't even get me started on how you looked wearing my shirt." He grabs my hip.

"I really like you. And I know, we only met yesterday but I want to get to know you."

I felt my cheeks getting hot. "This isn't just a one night stand?" I ask, thinking all this time it was. "I sure hope not." He adds. "Good. Cause I want to get to know you, too." I add.

I feel him move closer and gently push his lips up against mine. I pull away and get out of bed retrieving my shirt.

"What do you want to do today?" He says as I slide his shirt back on. "I don't know. What do you want to do?" I add. "Let's stay in. I don't feel like dealing with paparazzi today. Unless you want to leave. You can if you want." He says nervously.

"I don't want to leave. You want to stay in, then let's stay in." I say reassuringly. I walk over to him and climb upon his lap. I put my hands behind his neck and clasp them together. "Do you have any video games?" I ask him super close to his face.

"Yeah, but what do I get if I let you play them?" He whispers and smirks.

"You get me." I add, whispering, teasing him. "And when will I get this?" He says.

"Hmmm...Tonight.." I whisper. " I wink at him. And he smiles big and puts his hands on my lower back. "You are amazing. Did you know that?" He says in a close to whisper voice. "Yes, I know." I giggle.

"You are special. You aren't like the rest of them. You are different. And I like it. I want you." He demands.

"Oh, you like it rough?" I ask. His eyes get big and he looks at me. "Oh, I like it real rough." He says with a seductive voice.

All I can do is smile, roll my eyes, and kiss him. We just met yesterday and I already feel like I can tell him everything.

"Okay." I say smiling. He can't seem to stop smiling either. "I adore you." I laugh and lean in to kiss him.

I get up and walk to the bathroom to fix myself to look somewhat presentable. "And you know what else.." He says.

And I couldn't possibly think of anything else he could say that can make me any happier than what I am now.

"If you like it here, you can move in." I pull my face away from the mirror and look at my reflection. "I can what?" I ask obviously knowing what he said, just in awe.

"You can move in with me." He says hugging me from behind and putting his chin on my shoulder. I sit there, still surprised. He looks at me with a worried look on his face. "What?.." He says. "You don't want to move in?" "N-no. I do. I'm just surprised." I return. I turn around and hug him tight.

"Let's be risky. I don't want to wait for anything. I want to be rebellious with you. I don't want to follow the rules. Let's be crazy together." He explains after grabbing my thighs and lifting me up to the bathroom counter.

"I really like you, Brendon" I say. "I want to do everything with you. And be with you for a long time if not forever." I exclaim. We start to kiss, passionately, until we are interrupted by a phone ringing. It has to be his because I don't have that ringtone.

He releases my hips and goes towards his phone.

"Hey, Zack what's up?" I hear him say to whoever is on the phone. He pauses for about a minute and continues to talk.

"Oh, wow man. That is great. I need to talk to some people and figure it out. But I will get back to you as soon as I can." He says.
He says goodbye and turns to me. By now I am laying in his bed staring at him. He puts his hands on his hips and lets out a sigh. I look at him confused and he sits next to me.

"What's wrong?" I ask desperately hoping for something good. He looks at me worried and smiles.

"My manager just called. Looks like Panic is doing a tour. And it is going to be 6 months at the least. We leave in a few days, if I don't call it off before then. I know it is a lot to ask, but would you consider going with me? I mean look at the bright side.." He says.

"We will get to know each other, and you can watch us perform. You can meet a few other bands. And, we can do whatever you want when we are traveling. I really like you and 6 months away from you will ruin everything that just started between us. I can't allow that to happen. Please, G. Just please think about it."