I Won't Give up.

Chapter 9

When the guys arrive we all introduce ourselves and continue to talk.

Ryan is staring at me non-stop. Like he has seen me before and is trying to figure out who I am. But he hasn't.

I try to ignore it and continue to chat with the group. Spencer start talking about how his dog was sick and he had to take him to the vet.

I was really interested because I love animals. But I could not help but wonder why Ryan was staring at me and what he was thinking.

My thoughts are interrupted by a whisper in my ear. "Can I see you in the kitchen, real fast?" Oh no. Brendon knows something's up. Wait, what is up?

He pulls me to the kitchen by my hand. I am so confused. When we reach our destination, he gives me a worried look.

"What is that all about?" He asks using a tone that they can't hear. "Are you talking about Ryan? Because I am so uncomfortable. He keeps staring at me and I don't know why." I reply.

"I do." Brendon says. At this point, I give him a confused look.

"He likes you. He is giving you those bedroom eyes." Brendon continues. There is no way. Those are not "bedroom eyes" I don't know what they are.

"No way. That isn't what is going on, Bren. I know it. That can't be it." I say. "Yes, Gianna. That is what it is. I am a guy, and I know him. That is his signature look. He uses it to get girls. I don't know how this will blow over on tour. He will be seeing you all the time." He replies with a sad face.

I don't believe it. This week has been so crazy. I all-of-the-sudden have guys wanting me? And famous guys at that? Geez.

I think Brendon thinks that I don't like him. Oh no. "I like you a lot, Bren. I don't even know Ryan. And I don't want to. If you are worried about me not liking you anymore, don't. I like you more than you know. And I don't want to get rid of that." I comment back to him.

I want him to see clearly that I like him more. He sighs before smiling and pulling me into a hug. I am so happy that he believes me. I don't want to end this. It just started.

I pulled away from the hug but my hands are still around his waist. I love to look in those beautiful brown eyes. And his nice, big, kissable lips. Oh god. I just want him.

He starts kissing me and I slowly start to deepen it. I am craving him. He grabs my thighs and lifts me up onto the countertop.

I wrap my legs around his waist and entwine my fingers in his amazing hair. I feel so close to him already but I feel the need to pull him closer. As I do so, I hear the kitchen door swiftly open.

I stop and look to see who it is and I see Ryan standing there with his cup in his hand. "I was just looking for some more water." He explains. "I'll just come back when you two are done." He turns around and exits the kitchen with a smirk on his face.

"Where were we?" Brendon asks. We continue to kiss when Avrielle comes in. "Ughh." I mumble and throw my head back.

"Woah there, tigers. I just wanted to see if you guys wanted anything from the mall. Me and Dallon were gonna go." She explains.

"Can you take spence and Ryan with you?" Bren asks. I get this feeling in my stomach of pure excitement for what will happen once they leave.

"Sure." She says. "Have fun, but not to much fun when we are gone. And use protection children." She says as she grabs her purse and leaves.

Me and Brendon hear them talking and finally the front door open and close. Brendon grabs my left thigh and my back and continues to kiss me.

"Let's..go..up to my...room.." He says taking breaths in between our kiss. I pull off his shirt and he pulls off mine. When we get to the bottom of the stairs, he picks me up bridal style and carries me to the top of the stairs.

By now, all I'm feeling is pure excitement. We get to his room but instead of putting me on the bed, he lowers us down to the floor.

This gets me even more excited because we are trying something different.

He makes his way down to right below my belly button and starts to tease me. He is so good with his tongue.

He continues to tease me until I arch my back and put my hand on the back of his head, close my finders around his hair, and push his head down.

As his mouth explores me, I am getting this amazing feeling that I have never had before. I am so in love with this man.