Are you okay?

Shh baby, its alright.

After Harry's shower, Louis smiled as the boy waddled out and immediately cling to him. Niall walked out. Soaked.
"Dammit Haz. You are usually so good in the bath." Niall huffed out frustrated but yet stayed calm as he grabbed the brush out of the bag.
"Want me to do put your hair in space buns Hazza?" Harry turned and faced Niall, hesitating before saying yes. He walks over and sits on the bench. Louis smiled over fondly, Niall stared to brush his hair and Harry whimpered. Niall was confused because normally Harry wouldn't whimper if he brushed his hair. Niall poked Louis with the brush and pointed down to Harry. Louis understood immediately and got down in front of Harry, only to see Harry's eyes fluttering to the side.
"Shit, Niall He's seizing." Harry's body went limp but Louis caught him and Niall dropped the things in his hands, booking it to where the bookbag is. Zayn and Liam were cuddling but was very quickly interrupted.
"Liam! Hurry!" Niall said with a single breath before taking off again, In the distance Liam saw Harry seizing in Louis lap.
"Fuck." Zayn got up and they took off running. Sand kicking up behind them as they ran.
"Harry!" Zayn called out.
"Haz!" Liam called as he slid next to Louis. Louis had a close hold on the boy who was grunting in his arms. Niall shuffled through small things in the bag and finally found the needle and bottle of medicine (sedative). He took about three ML of it and placed the needle into Harry's arm. Harry whimpered from the pinch but he did slowly start to come out of the seizure. Louis held him close, petting the boys hair.
"Shhh baby, I got you. I am not leaving your side." Louis whispered in the curly boys ear. Harry started sobbing in Louis's arms. Louis lifted him up and held onto him, tightly wrapping his arms around him. Harry just sobbed, he hated the seizures because it took so much out of him. Louis looked up at the boys as he hugged the sandy boy.
"Ni..I think we should head on home." Liam speaks up, but Harry protests with a small whine. Louis looks at the boy as he pulls away. He whispers in Louis ear, "I want ice cream." Louis chuckled softly and kisses the boys cheek who placed his head back.
"Uh - Harry here wants some ice cream." Louis said with a smile, Niall laughs out with a small breath.
"Well, I guess Ice cream next." Liam smiled, Zayn stood up and helped Liam up afterwards. Thought the curly boy wanted to get up and get ice cream, he didn't leave Louis's arms. He couldn't, he felt safe and loved even with his condition.
"Thank you." Harry muttered as the boys packed the bags and got out of the sand. Louis looked at him confused when Harry pulled away.
"What do you mean baby?" Louis questioned.
"You barely know me...and you have seen so much of what goes on with me. I am surprised you haven't ran away..." Harry said quietly, almost to quiet but Louis heard. He cupped Harry's face.
"We may not be super close right now, but I will forever take care of you baby." Louis smiled kissing the boys forehead which sent a crimson red fall onto his cheeks. Harry then started to smile, kissing Louis on the cheek then standing up. He puts his hand out and Louis grabs it as he stands.
"Thanks." Louis says with a smile, then takes his hand still and walks off toward the group. Harry smiled to himself as Louis tugged him along. He felt accepted but then he heard that annoying voice in the back of his head.

TW : STRONG LANGUAGE

'You are ugly. He's lying to you.'
'You think he really cared about you?'
'Why would anyone love you?'
'That's why you cut, you know that's the only feeling you have'
'Cut Harry, Cut just a little deeper. Next time do it.'

Tears fell down Harry's face and he stopped walking, His arm gently gets tugged before Louis stops. The boys had continued because they hadn't notice right then and there as they were in their own discussion.
"Baby?" Louis questioned, walking closely to him. Though Harry wanted to be close, he back up. Louis got close again and placed a hand on Harry's cheek. Harry melted and stayed in place this time.
"Harry love, what's going on?" Louis questioned softly, placing his forehead on Harry's.
"I-I'm scared." He muttered, Louis was confused one more.
"Of what love?" Louis said soft again, grabbing Harry's face in his hands and wiped the still falling tears.
"I-I don't want to lose you...o-or the boys." Harry said as he began to choke on his cries.
"Oh baby." Louis smiled to himself.
"You will never lose me and or the others. Those boys love you so much, I care so much about you and I have only known you for a few days. Harry, you mean so much to all of us. I would never ever leave you, neither would the other guys." Louis spoke truthfully, Harry knew it was truthfully because Louis didn't break eye contact with him once. When Niall lies he breaks eye contact often and when Liam lies he stutters but not Louis. Louis wasn't lying, He spoke softly and honestly. Harry lips quivered into a smile and Louis smiled brighter.
"There you are." Louis smiled, pressing a small kiss to Harry's nose. Harry giggles and hugged Louis. The boys had stopped and was close by, Niall grinned widely. Yeah, Niall seems to be the serious one like Liam but he is definitely the loudest and energetic boy you could ever meet. Louis smiled and took the boys hand in his as they started to walk to the boys.
"You okay Hazza?" Liam laid his arm over Harry's shoulder.
"Yep, I am great." Harry said with a bright smile, a dimpled smile. That's what the boys called a sunshine smile. Though Louis's smile was Harry's sunshine, the light through his life. Harry gripped Louis hand tightly and sent him a famous Harry smile, Louis blushes and sends him a sunshine smile. Liam was bickering with Zayn over the best flavor, Niall was taking photos of them all but gosh. Harry felt that him and Louis were the only ones in the world. Louis couldn't help but feel the same way.
"After Ice cream, movies?" Niall spoke up, breaking the two who were hanging behind out of the trance.
"Yeah!" They cheered.
"Hang out at the apartment Lou?" Harry asked softly, Louis smiled happily.
"Of course beautiful babe." Harry squeaked and covered his face slightly only causing Louis to laugh loudly. After a great night, Louis sadly had to go to his apartment. Though he was close by he couldn't stay the night. He had some homework to finish and he knew damn well, with Harry in the room he wouldn't be able to focus.
"Bye bye Baby." Louis smiled at the grumpy boy. Harry whined and hugged him again. Tightly and whines in Louis hair as he stuffed his head in the crook of his hair.
"Shhh baby, it's alright." Louis giggles, kissing Harry's cheek. Harry whined but pulled away because Liam and Niall had to leave as well.
"We can hang out tomorrow?" Harry asked softly to the boys but they had to say no.
"Not tomorrow Hazza, remember me and Li have huge test we need to study for. Zayn will be here!" Niall looked at Zayn, waiting for him to agree but he shakes his head.
"Not tomorrow morning, I have to go out to Bradford. My mom needs me for a bit." Liam frowned because they had talked about this earlier but didn't want to ruin the day.
"Lou?" Niall pleaded softly, He shook his head too.
"Big test to study for..the test is tomorrow." Louis said with frown. Harry shook his head to himself then built the courage in his chest.
"It's okay, really. I think I will just do my school work in the morning and then go to the park." Harry said soft, Trying to convince the boys he'd be okay. Niall smiled and hugged Harry.
"We know you'll do great Hazza." Niall kissed his cheek and walked to the door. Liam did the same and Louis opened his arms. Harry slowly walked over and gripped him into a hug.
"I'm right next door if you need me baby." Louis whispered softly, Harry nodded and let go of him. His body feeling colder. Liam said his goodbyes to Zayn with a hug and kiss. Niall waves goodbye with the two following behind him. Zayn tapped Harry's shoulder.
"You'll do great love." Zayn smiled, going to his room to pack and shower up. Harry stayed frozen in the living room, He hadn't been alone for quite sometime because of the constant care of his asthma and seizures. Harry whimpered and walked to his room, he closed his door and sat on his bed. This time when he laid down he wasn't smiling, He was sobbing into his pillow. You would think Harry hated being taken care of but it was much the opposite, he loved it. Not because he is an attention whore but he just loved knowing HE was loved. So, Harry cried himself to sleep. Tossing and turning all night, then laid down repeating soft words Louis had said to him.
"Shh baby, It's alright." Harry smiled a bit and fell into a deep sleep.