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Rough Night sleep

Harry's P/O/V

I woke up with a groan, I didn't sleep very much last night. I could tell you why, I had too much on my mind. From the day I met Niall and Liam till now, I have been with them. Always had someone by my side, but today. I had to be an actual adult.
I got out of bed, grabbed my skinny jeans and my dark red hoodie. I didn't want to dress feminine today because once I finished classes I was going to immediately change.
As the day went on, I slugged back into my room. I seen the boys a few time but they only waved and gave me an apologetic look as they rushed to their classes. I knew they were busy so I was okay..I guess. I went and changed my pants, getting into my nice grey sweats and sat down on the couch. I hadn't been hungry so I flipped through the TV until Fifty shades of grey popped on the screen. I had always wanted to watch this movie, wanted to see what all the noise was about when he heard about this movie. So I sat and watched it, (A/N i have never personally watched this movie so don't come for me).
Some scenes were very intense sexually. I bit my lip and tried to push away the tent that grew in my pants. I just stared at the screen.
"God dammit." I muttered, I turned off the TV and just signed. I didn't want to deal with this right now, I had no energy and was just tired. So I stood off the couch and walked to my room, my groin hurt so much from not doing anything to it so I just sighed.
'Might as well.' I thought to myself, so I undressed myself and went into my bathroom.

*Small pleasuring scene*

I walked into the bathroom and started the water for a bath. Once it filled up, I filled it with some bubbles. I laid back and sighed then slowly brought my hand down to my groin. Taking it by the bottom and slowly rubbing my own length. I closed my eyes, trying to imagine the scenes from the movie as if I were in them but the only thing that flashed into my head was Louis. Louis shirtless at the beach, I tried to get the image out of my image but my stomach knotted tighter.
(What he is thinking)
"Hello princess." Louis said with a husk voice, He came close to me and kissed me.  I whimpered against his lips, he smirked and replaced his hand with mine after he got into the bath. He stared at me as my eyes fluttered close. I made sinful noises under my breath as I clenched the side of the tub. Louis started to kiss me slowly, each kiss feeling so much more passionate.
"oh Louis..." I muttered under my breath, slowly the knot unloosened.
"so..so close." I whispered out with a small noise after, then finally it releases hard. I make a loud noise as I cry out Louis name softly, my head flies backward and I groan as I finish on my chest.
(Now in reality)
I release my self as I run water on my chest to clean myself. I guess it was a bit difficult to ignore so thankfully I didn't. I sigh and get out of the tub, I don't want to wash my hair with my release inside the water. I get out and almost stumble as I slid. I whine as I put underwear on then mentally say screw clothes and just walk to my bed after draining the tub. I lay down on my stomach and think that a nap would be just fine. No symptoms of seizures and or asthma attacks so sleep should be good.
I woke up to some music playing so I got up to investigate. When I came out of my room, while still in my underwear, I stared at Liam and Niall who were talking to one another as they played video games. Niall looked over at me.
"Hey Hazza! Wanna come join us?" He said with bright smile. I was confused, it was 3:30 pm, school for them wasn't out.
"What about the tests you two had to take?" I spoke softly, Niall stood up and stared at me. Liam did the same then both Louis and Zayn walked into the room.
"WAKE UP! HARRY!" Liam screamed, tears rolling down his face, I started to tremble. Why were they screaming? I was awake. Tears started to slide my cheeks, then I looked at Louis and Zayn. They were screaming but I couldn't hear them. Suddenly it all go to much, I fell backwards and started to seize, I could feel each of them surrounding me.
"HARRY!!!" One screamed.
"HAZZA!" Another screamed. In the mix of screaming I heard one soft voice, "Baby! It's okay! Listen to me, I am right here!" Louis.
I woke up in a large gasp, my head snapped upward and I was in my bed. Louis was looking at me, he was holding back tears as he looked at me.
"Baby! It's okay it's okay!" He got in my bed and hugged me tightly.
"Lo-Lou-" I couldn't even get his nap out, I was sobbing into his chest and gripping so tightly to his shirt. He hugged me close, kissing the top of my head. He held me closely, so close. He kissed my head soft and whispered a song, I couldn't even hear what he was singing but damn did he calm me down with such a beautiful voice. I sniffled with my face in his chest and my head slowly lifted to look at him.
"L-Louis?" I looked up at him, he ran his fingers over my tear stained face. Then kissed both cheeks.
"Hey baby." He said with a smile, then kissed my forehead. He made me feel so safe.
"Do you want me to stay for a while? It's 5 pm as of right now." He spoke softly, so quiet that I barely could hear him but he ran his fingers through my hair with a gentle smile. I nodded then mumbled softly.
"Stay the night?" I asked a bit embarrassed. He smiled a sunshine smile.
"Of course my love." He kissed my hair and slowly moved so we both had room. He opened his arms and I slowly slid in them, He held me so close. He was warm and made me smile.
"Are you tired Lou?" I asked softly, outlining the details on his shirt.
"A bit, but if you want to stay up we can." He said with a smile, I smiled softly.
"Let's get to know each other..." I said with a smile, looking up at him. He smiled and nodded.
"That sounds great baby." He kisses my hair again and I swear. We stayed up for what felt like hours upon hours talking about each other. Random things we liked, random memories with our families. Though Louis was quick to not speak of his father, I didn't dare to question it because it made him very uncomfortable. I just hugged him tightly. I wanna protect him forever, forever and always.