But people don't hear me because i am screaming quietly so no one can hear me because i don't want anyone to hear me because i am in pain from people kicking me and punching me and from me cutting my self and i am in so much pain my body is hurting and i am shaking and then my mom was holding me in her arms and she was talking to me trying to calm me down and then i stopped crying and screaming and then i went back to bed and woke up the next morning and my mom told me that i was staying home for the week because she was sending me to a new school because i was getting bullied because all my clothes were all black i had black T-shirt and jeans and shoes where all black and i was a emo and i everything i had was black and everyone called me named because i was a emo chick. then my friend Rebekah came to see me and so did samantha then the whole school came to the hospital to come see me at the hospital and i about died when they came in because i stopped breathing and so the doctor came in and he put me on a breathing treatment so i could breath and then i had a sharp pain go down my arm and then i had all the system of a heartack and then it was coming and so i was having a heartact and then they made everyone leave the room but my mom stayed in the room and my mom was crying because i about died
