chapter 11

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Jimin pov

What the fuck have I done, I let my anger take over me, I didn't mean to do that, it just happened,

The moment I saw yerim standing beside minjeong, I started to feel like I'm going to lose minjeong too, I thought she will leave me for yerim too, I don't want that to happen, I just can't lose her,

At that moment I did what comes in to my mind, I didn't even think about minjeong's feelings, last night I promise her that I will wait, and won't force myself on her, but I broke our promise, I forced myself on her,

I ignored her tears, her begging, her struggle, I ignored everything, but what I get afterwards nothing, I'm nothing but a scumbag, I let my anger talk, I prove her that I'm really a bad person, I'm a monster that took her innocence, I need to do something, she needs to know what I did was my mistake, I didn't mean to do it that way, I........

I was snapped out of trance when I heard a door bell, I quickly dressed myself and went out of the bathroom,I turn to look at minjeong but the sight Brock my heart, her cheeks were swollen because of me, there was a handprint on her cheek, her eyes were blood red and the tears were running down, I try to go close to her but she turns away and covered her body with the comforter,  I wanted to cry at that moment, but I controlled myself and went downstairs and as I open the door I saw Kang fucking yerim with her mother's standing at my door,

"What the fuck do you want" I yelled at them,

"Jimin can we talk please" said joohyun and she started to reach out for my hands to hold it, but I pushed her away,

"Don't touch me and it's karina for you guys not jimin, my name is karina, don't you dare call my real mane with your filthy mouth" I try to close the door but yerim quickly held the door open,

"Jimin please let's talk, don't be like this please" I sigh and went in and they followed me in,

"Jimin I know you hate us and it's ok with us but please don't push us away, we are still your family, can't we just start again" I laugh at her words

"No we can't, I don't need you guys as my family because I'm going to start my own family with my wife and you are not in the picture of my family, so get the hell out of here before I call the cop's" I yelled but they didn't budge,

"Call the cop's love, I will go to jail if that's what you want, I will do everything you ask me, I just want you back, so if sending me in jail will satisfy you then do it, I'm ready for the punishments, punish us we will take it" said seulgi but I shook my head,

"No I don't wanna punish you  because you are dead to me, please, please I'm begging you, leave me alone, I'm not in the mood to even talk to you guys, I really don't wanna do something I will regret later, please leave" I begged them to leave but Irene shook her head and again try to hold my hand but I had enough of it,

I grab her arm and dragged her out of my house, and I saw seulgi and yerim was running behind us, I pushed her out and both seulgi and yerim run out to see if she was ok, I took my chance and close the door,

I run upstairs and as soon as my eyes met with winter, she pounced on me, I saw how angry she was, she started to threw punches at me she even bite my wrist when I try to stop her, she was so angry that she overpowered me, my back hit the floor and winter was on top of me, her punches wasn't that hard but she still manage to make me bleed,

"I hate you, you're a monster, I knew you were not a good person, but I still believed in you, but you broke your promise, I hate you, I hate you" I manage to get a hold of her hands and stopped her from beating me, I hug her tight but she bit my shoulder, but I still didn't let her go,

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry my love, it's all my fault, I'm sorry, please forgive me, I'm sorry that I took my anger out on you, I.....I was......" but before I could say something more she successfully pushed me away from her,

"If you're that much sorry then tell your father and my mother what you did to me, tell them what kind of monster you are, tell them that you forced yourself on me, tell them you hit me, i want to see if you feel ashamed or not because just an hour ago you weren't ashamed of it, that's why you did confidently, so now tell your father this confidently" I looked at her I was in shock, I can't tell my father about this, because I'm ashamed of my doing,

"Minjeong I'm really sorry, please forgive me, I will do anything you want, just not this please" I begged but she shook her head and she stand up and walk her way to bed,

"Either you tell the truth to your father or I will" she said and the tears in her eyes Broke my heart, I nodded but I don't know how I'm going to tell my father about this,

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