Uranus the queen, always her...

Mistake and Development

TW: SWEARING, DRUGS, ATTEMPTED SUICIDE

I acted so horrible to Neptune.. I need to... to... disappear, for the sake of everyone, they suffered because of me, they hated me, all of my friends are hurt by me.

I am a waste of time in their lifes, I should just give up already.

I stand on a chair, looking for my mom's anti-depressants, I find one and I take it.

Everything goes colorful, I took the wrong medications...

I collapse on the floor.

"What noise was that?"

My mom sees me on the floor.

"Uranus? Uranus?!"

She shakes my unconscious body, I didn't wake up, she calls the hospital for me.

Lights.

When I open my eyes, I get blinded by the lights, it took a while for them to get used to the surroundings.

"She's fine, she just needs bed rest"

"Thank god!"

I hear the voices of the doctors and my mom, I finally can open my eyes correctly.

Uranus: Mom?

Mom: You're finally awake, what happened for you to collapse on the floor?

Uranus: I don't remember...

I struggle to remember.

Then, the memories hit me, I got ashamed of myself for taking my mom's stuff and accidentally got her ellesdi.

I told her and she stares at me.

Mom: Why did you try to do that?!

I could tell she was angry.

Uranus: I don't know I... i just think i have been acting horrible to Neptune, Earth and Saturn.

Mom: acting horrible? What did you do to them?

I stayed silent.

Mom: so?

Uranus: well... i might or might not have beaten them in school.

Mom: What? Why would you do that?

Uranus: I don't even know! I don't remember why I wanted to do that stuff.

She holds my hand.

Mom: Well, don't do that again, to them or anyone else.