Lydia pov 💁🏼
Throughout these past few weeks me and august have been talking heavier than ever
Throughout these past couple of weeks august has treated me like any other nigga havent . ☺️ August always do the cutest little things for me
The other day august and i were on the phone for some hours and as we were talking august came out of nowhere and started to sing to me 😍
His fucking voice was the sound of a angel 😍☺️ as he was singing it sounded like his voice was coming from somewhere else and as i look around to see where his voice was coming from i look outside my window and saw august leaning against his car with my favorite candy and dozen of roses in his hand with his phone to his ear still singing to me and smiling to me as we look at each other
Like i said august did the most sweetest / cutest things to show he cared.
Throughout the time that me and august have been talking we gotten to know each other better than anyone could understand
My whole life i have experienced issues , heartbreaks and major ups and downs
I was born in brazil and lived there all the way until the age of 10
As i was raised in brazil Me , My Mom , My Dad , My Brother , 3 sisters and Uncle all lived in once house with only 2 rooms and one bathroom under one roof
My mom worked a 12 hour job from 5pm to 12am. with those hours it gave me little of time to spend time with her and hang but with those hours and schedule that she had it had her drained so most of the time she was either sleep or cooking and cleaning
At the age of 9 i was just getting home from playing outside and my uncle and i was at the house with my siblings still running around outside and my mom and dad at work
While i was in the living room watching tv my uncle called me to his room and ask could i come in
as i came in he asked for me to sit down.
Once i sat down he got up and locked the door as he locked the door i got a little bit scared cause i didn't understand what was going on. As he sat down beside me he started to touch on my leg and breast
As i got scared i said Uncle-
Hush child don't scream or make a noise or i will hurt you he said.
As i sat there he started to take off his clothes. As he started to get closer he started to put his dick inside of my pussy
As bad as i wanted to scream i started to buss out in tears as he started to rape me
As he raped me all i did was cry because i thought about if i made a noise then he'll hurt me.
Once he was done he told me to not tell anyone and to let this be our little secret and if i did tell then i would have consequences
As i ran out of his room i ran back outside and into a alley and hid and cried. That night i came back into the house and as me and my siblings were sitting down watching tv i saw my uncle sleeping in his room across from me.
I had all this anger built inside of me just wanting to go and hurt him.
As i got madder and madder i let all of my anger get to me and i headed to my kitchen and grabbed the biggest knife i saw in there.
Once i grabbed the knife i hid it under my shirt. Once i hid the knife under my shirt i walked toward his room entering it and closing the door behind me.
As i walked closer to him i grabbed the knife from under my shirt and held it over him getting ready to stab him.
After a while i saw him wake up with his eyes opened wide as if he seen a ghost. As i screamed he grabbed me by my arms and swung me across the room hitting my head on the wall. Once i looked around and saw the knife next to me i could hear my uncle heading towards me. As i reached for the knife next thing i knew were my eyes being wide assff looking at the knife inside of my uncles body.
As i heard my dad walking in from work i screamed and he came yelling my name running inside the room by kicking the door down
Ever since that day that moment repeated and repeated in my head over and over and over again.
I didn't know how i could tell this to august. It was hard for me to even talk to myself about cause i always ended up knowing that i would buss out crying in tears
Even doe i knew that one day i would have to tell august about this i didn't know when the time would me right.
Even doe my life living in brazil was rough my life in ATL was still ruff
Recently my mom found a job and worked there for 2 years and some months. But recently the week that just passed my mom was laid off from her job and was struggling to pay bill and put a meal on the table.
As i was tired to see my mom stress and struggle for her family and herself i decided to get myself a job.
As i decided to get a job i decided to go and work as a stripper and work at zaxbys. Even though i know my mom wouldn't approve me working as a stripper it was a way to make fast money and to provide for my family and for my mother to put meals on the table and provide food for us.
I really didn't know how I could come off and tell august about me working as a stripper at all cause would he come off on me as the wrong way? would he understand and would he even feel the same way or look at me the same way about him liking me
I knew it was a lot to think about it had to be a overnight thing for me to think about telling him and talking to him about to see if he would understand
I had hella feelings for august and i would be upset with him leaving me.
So as i started to stop thinking about it i headed to go and take a shower and do my nightly hygiene. As i threw on my sweats and a tank top i headed to my bed getting under the covers thinking about how august reaction would be and soon fell asleep.
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