The edge of my blade is dull
orange reddish edges taunt me
my emotions are stuck in a lull
and I cant tell or see
what is rust
or blood
on the edge of this blade.
Both
neither
they kind of look,
smell
taste
the same.
All I know is that the blade to longer cuts
through flesh, bones, guts
and that's killing me
slowly
because it means I cant kill others you see
swiftly
like I'm meant too.
What use is an assassin
with a dull sword?
It kinda makes me wonder
weather me and the blade
are | separate | entities
if I am human
or if I myself
am nothing
but a bloody, rusted blade.
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𝓢𝓽𝓪𝓻𝓼 & ֆ𝖈𝖆𝖗𝖘 - 𝗛𝗮𝗿𝘂𝗞𝗮𝗶𝘁𝗼
Fanfic𝗧𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲𝘀 𝗮 𝘀𝗸𝘆 𝗳𝘂𝗹𝗹 𝗼𝗳 𝓢𝓽𝓪𝓻𝓼 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝗲 𝗳𝗼𝘂𝗻𝗱... A non-killing game AU. Maki was raised in environment of pain, strictness, and marks. Long sleeves and high socks cover every mark she's gained in her employment as an assassin...
