tesha's pov
I walked through the automatic doors into a small reception. There was a desk with a Karen sat at it."Who are you here to see?" she snapped at me.
"Um my mum." I replied sort of shocked by how she just spoke to me.
"Well that's no help. I need names." She said hitting her finger on the visitor sheet.
"Uh her name is Kalisa Leray. My name is Tesha Leray."
"Room 227, through those doors please." She directed me.
Absolute bitch. People these days have no manners.
I knock on the door to see my mum sitting on the sofa watching some sort of game show I didn't really care.
"Tesha, you came to see me." She said. "Why aren't you at school?"
"Oh um, year 11 got sent home because of staff shortages." I lie. "I thought I would come and visit you."
"Thank you."
"So how are you coping." She said.
"Coping with what?"
"You know, me not being around."
Wow.
"Mum, you've never been around. Can't recall one time when you were there for me." I snapped.
"Howay, Tesh don't be like that." She said touching my shoulder in an attempt of comfort.
"No mum I will be like that. Don't you know how fucked up my life has been because you weren't around? Thank god me and Manaia have eachother because who knows how I would be 'coping' right now." I stood up in frustration.
"Tesh, I'm here. Trying to get clean for you."
"You say that every time, mum. I can't be arsed with you anymore." I said standing up and storming out the room.
This happens everytime I visit. It ends up in a fight or a disagreement.
I walked back through the estates. I couldn't get the conversation with my mum out of my head. I can't believe how I spoke to her.
My phone started to vibrate in my pocket.
Incoming call
📞 naia
✔️ ❌I immediately pressed the accept button.
"Tesh, what's up. You're not home, I was looking for you."
"Uhm, yeah I was at the rehab centre."
"You went to see your mum?" She said mellowing her voice a little.
"Uh yeah." I replied.
"How did it go?" She asked.
"Same old same old. Nai I don't really wanna talk about it I'll come by later okay." I said.
"Okay, love you." She said.
"Love you too." I said before hanging up the phone.
I was walking home you'll never guess who I bumped into.
Jobe Bellingham.
"Tesha, wsg?" He said speeding up so he could walk next to me.
"Not much, you?" I replied.
"Off to see the girlfriend. Anyway, I've got to talk to you."
"About?"
"My brother."
The thought of him made my ears prick.
"I know you've been talking to him."
"So do I." I said.
"Haha. Seriously though, I'm happy. He'd be good for you."
"Damn I thought u were gonna bollock me for a sec."
"Oh no no no, I'm too scared of you." He replied making me laugh.
"You coming with me." He said about to go the opposite way to me.
"Nah, I'll leave you to it." I said before parting ways to get to my house.
{📝}author's note
Hiii, I know this chapter is shit hut I haven't posted in ages.Happy Pride Month 🏳️🌈
~ _amysxncho_
🇬🇧 | © _amysxncho_ | 02/06/22
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Fix You // Jude Bellingham
FanfictionTesha and Jude met at his brothers party. Seeing eachother since then, they always help one another. With her family issues and money problems and his mental health and football, they never gave up on eachother... TW⚠️ THIS STORY CONTAINS Drugs