I can hear the sound of wind surrounding me so I open my eyes and I was suddenly lying on a field of grass. I can't see anything else around me. Just a heavy white fog and... who is that?
I saw a silhuoette walking aimlessly inside the unknowing fog. That person seems to be as confused as I am.
"Hello! Is anyone there?" I heard him shouting but his voice was too familiar in my ears. Could it be?
"Yeonjun hyung?" I tried, hoping that my thoughts were true.
I can see him quickly turn his face towards my direction. My heartbeat instantly sped up.
'No way, is it really him?' I hastily stand up, almost stumbled forward but manage to gain my balance. I tried to get closer to him.
"Soobin?" I froze as soon as he answered my call.
"Y-yeonjun? Is that really you?" I asked him again. I can already feels the tears enveloping my eyes.
Every steps I take became more heavier and heavier alongside with my heart. It's thumping louder and louder as if it will burst out of my chest any minute now.
"Soobin?" I heard him calling my name, he was only a meter away from me.
"Y-yes?" I doubtly answered.
He took a few steps towards me while I froze in my spot. I don't think I can take another more step, not when my heart was pounding like crazy.
With every steps he takes, his figures became much more clearer. I can feel my breath hitch when I finally see his face.
"I-it's really you." and there goes the last string that has been holding myself from my bawling like a little kid.
I lounged myself to him and he manage to caught me just in time.
I cried and cried til' my heart content, I gripped onto his clothes so tightly, afraid that he'll leave me again if I'd ever let him go. The sound of my weeping echoed so softly around us and I can feel that my knees starts to get weaken.
I can no longer control my body so I dropped onto my knees, dragging him with me.
He didn't say a thing ever since earlier, he just keep on coaxing me and patting my back just like he always do whenever I had a break down.
After a few moments I finally managed to collect myself and slowly trying to calm myself down.
I slowly pushed Yeonjun's body away so that I can see his face. When I finally sees his face I was shocked to see his eyes were already red with his runny nose.
"Soobin, I-I missed you so so much my love." Yeonjun softly cupped my face as if I was the most fragile little thing he ever held. My tears starts to flow again when he does that.
"I miss you too my beautiful flower." I cupped his face this time.
Thank you heaven for letting me meet my angel for one last time.
I connected our forehead together and close my eyes. I want to reminisce every second of our moment together.
"I love you Choi Yeonjun, I love you so so much. Even when I've reached the afterlife, you're still the only person I love the most." I can feel Yeonjun caressing my hands that were still on his face so softly.
"And you're also the only person I love the most. Even when death set us apart, I will wait for you in my next life. If this is my last life then I will wait for you in heaven until the day we can love each other for eternity." Yeonjun lift up his head and kiss my forehead. I missed the feelings of his lips lingering on my skin.
After a few seconds, I can feel him retracting his lips so I lift up my head to meet his eyes. We stared at each other and he have this adorable grin that I can't help but to coo silently. It was a peaceful silence and I don't want it to end but looks like he has other plan.
"Remember the dance we do at our wedding night?" He suddenly asked me. Of course I remembered, it was the most magical night in my entire life.
Dancing alone in an empty ballroom that Yeonjun has rented for the entire night just for the two of us. I don't know how he did it but I never question it.
He slowly stand up and dust of the dirt on his pant then he stretched out both of his hands towards me to help me stand up, so I did. Now we both on our feet, staring at each other for a few moment in silence before he breaks it.
"May I have this dance?" He extended his right hands towards me while his left one was at his back, he politely bow down like gentlemen he is. I can't help but to smile widely seeing him doing so, it has been awhile since we dance together.
our one last dance.
"Yes, I would love to." I reached out to his hand and he pulled me closer until our bodies met. He was the one who makes the first step and I followed him slowly.
We just dance following wherever our feet brings us to. Even without music we still manage to dance in sync, following each other's heartbeat.
He rest his head onto my chest, I can't help but to kiss the top of his head and inhale his sweet scents. He still use his favorite strawberry shampoo.
As I was too intoxicated by his scents, he slowly removes his hand from mine and hug me tightly which caught me off guard. I stand there, frozen for a few moment waiting for his next movement.
But instead, his words was the one that caught me off guard.
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ghost of you [yeonbin]
Fanfiction"Even when death set us apart, I will wait for you in my next life. If this is my last life then I will wait for you in heaven until the day we can love each other for eternity." The most intense grieving someone can feel is when you can no longer h...