Bee In The Garden: Beeduo

Chapter 4: Locker Note

[Mc's POV - Ranboo]
[Before the Library scene...]

After I exceptionally made a cute boy in my class uncomfortable, I got out of the situation thanks to the school bell. I was thankful, that he told me to go, but I feel bad that I left him there.

I can tell our relationship is gonna be hella awkward in these past few days. I'm not even sure if we even have a so called relationship, we barely spoke, and that awkward interaction was our only conversation.

As an introvert, that was probably one of my top 3 most awkward conversations that I've ever part taken of. I don't like interacting with people, but I at least need to make the conversation decent.

But no, because of him, he made me feel all giddy. Making me call him cute. I have no idea where the hell the confidence and bravery came from. Was it cause I was busy thinking about him?

And that made me speak without thinking? God, he's slowly driving me insane. But it's sorta a good thing though, since he's the one who's making me crazy. Still can't stop thinking about him though.

As I arrive to class, I didn't see him follow me as I sat down next to Tommy, to what seems to be art class. I kept staring at the entrance door, hoping he would finally show up.

Tommy must've noticed my silence and my piercing gaze towards the door. "You planning a murder on the door or something?", Tommy casually asks as he stared at the same thing as what I was staring.

I quickly shifted my gaze towards the guy beside me, before muttering a; "Ah no, just looking for someone...", even though my voice was more like in a whisper matter, he still heard it.

"Hmm? You is it then?", Tommy asked, a smug grin being planted on his face as I was looking at him with a deadpan expression, though he couldn't see it. "Is it a girl?", he added.

I gulped as the word 'girl' was being added. I'm very much gay, but he didn't know that, but I really wanted him to know that. I sighed as I braced myself at what I was gonna say next, "Dude, I'm gay".

I didn't say it out loud or anything, and people didn't notice me say it, but all I heard was the very audible loud silence coming from Tommy, as he was now left with an unreadable expression.

He then turned his gaze away from mine, as he was probably still processing what I just said. I mean, I think gay men are pretty rare here in England I think, at least I think so.

I chuckled softly to myself as he was looking like a lost child right now. I didn't want the silence to loom over us anymore, so I decided to speak up again. "I understand if you don't wanna be friends anymo-"

"No!", I was abruptly cut off by him slightly shouting and standing up. Everyone's attention then turned to him, he then quickly apologized and everyone went back to their own business now.

He then sat back down, looking directly at me, then cleared his throat before he started speaking. "No, I still want to be friends, I was just... processing what the hell you just said, but I support you man"

He said as he patted my shoulder lightly, making me smile, but he couldn't see that. So instead, I let out a small 'thank you', before someone slamming the door caught everyone's attention.

It was Tubbo, having his novel that he always carried, even earlier in the school tour. He had a piece of sliced bread in his mouth, in which I found extremely adorable.

He then quickly apologized for the 'inconvenience' he made and went straight to his seat. I was just busy staring at him, when he set his books in the table, and the way he munches on his bread.

Everything he did was just unapologetically cute... And the awkward response of the conversation we had earlier was nothing but pure truth. I really did think that everything he did was cute.

And all I could think was his face, that was first in a shocked expression, then turned into a confused expression and slowly turned him into a blushing mess. It was such an adorable sight to behold.

The teacher then came in, and started with the activity. Turns out all you do in art class is sketch whatever the hell the teacher brought for you draw. It was interesting to say the least.

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Class ended surprisingly happy for me. Maybe cause of the fact that I caught Tubbo staring back at me multiple times. And whenever I caught him looking he would quickly look away and blush.

I could tell from the shade of red from his ears, in which again, I found it extremely adorable. He happily skipped his way to his locker whilst Tommy waved goodbye to me.

I bid him goodbye as well, and placed my things inside of it, grabbing my bag at the process too. Something then caught my eye, a sticky note. I remember that a teacher gave it to me when I was in the office.

I had no idea why though, maybe she thought I lacked supplies or something, but looking at it made me gain some courage for some reason. I decided to write in it, and hoping to stick it in his locker.

The note read; 'Hey, this is Ranboo, the new kid. I just wanted to say sorry for the uncomfyness that I made you feel, but my response was honest. I just wanted to know if you wanna get milkshakes with me?'

I huffed as I read through the message again, before adding; 'If you want too, that is, not forcing. Just wanted to make up for what I did earlier to you:)'. I smiled as I was satisfied with the note.

I kissed the note with my mask on, and stuck it into Tubbos locker, which wasn't that far from mine. I noticed earlier that he left early to go somewhere, so I'm hoping he'll still be able to see this.

I let out a huff as I finally exited the school grounds, noticing that I'm basically the only student left in the hallways. I skipped happily to my bike and rode my way to my apartment.