Who am I

Chapter 2

I remember the first time I rode a bike, I was just 7 and my dad was still here. we were having a cook out and my dad brought home a bike. it was purple and had "princess" painted on the side. it didn't have training wheels because I wanted to learn how to do it for real. I remember I kept on falling and my dad didn't want to give up. He held the back of my bike and pushed me and when I didn't noticed he let go. I was doing it and my mom and dad were so proud. I never knew what happened to that bike. Haven't seen it for a while now.

When I got to the ice cream place I saw him waiting for me and smiled his sweet warm smile. I couldn't help but smile back. I sat across from him on our little table near the window. "hey summer" "hey" how can he look amazing with something so plain. he was wearing a plain black muscle shirt with jeans. "you wanna come order with me?" I nodded and stood up to follow him. The counter was filled with all kinds of flavours that looked weird and delicious. "ooooh look theirs a coffee one!" I turned to look at him and smiled wide. "can I get a medium coffee and....a rocky road large." I gave him a questioning look, he just smiles and tells me, "just thought I should change it up a bit you know." He paid for our food and sat down to eat.i started devouring my food and when I looked up he was looking at me smiling. "why are u looking at me?" "It's nothing" he smiled and looked away to eat his ice cream. when we finished he game me a hug and said "I'll text u tomorrow ok?" I nodded and rode back smiling. how can someone be so... amazing.

When I got home my mom was already gone,figures. I went upstairs and started the bath. when I got in I sunk to the bottom, I'm in my own world no one can hurt me. I stayed there and didn't move for fear my world would be fake,even though I knew the answer. When I felt dizzy I got up and I got out changing into a shirt and shorts. I climbed into bed and dived into the covers hiding myself so that I was in my own little cocoon. I check my phone and saw. His text that he always sends me. "goodnight sweetdreams may the angels watch you thru the night until u wake in mornings light sleep well."
I smiled but it faded as fast as it came. his face came to my mind and I turned off my phone and started crying quietly to myself hoping the memories would go away.