How Fucking Great || Random Piece Of Writing

introduction | 11th if March 2018

Being in an all girl's school, having a disability, and being apart of the LGTBQ+ community is most DEFINITELY not a good mix.
Hi, I'm Pyper! I'm a 15 year old girl making me put in year 10 at school my second year at highschool, and it most definitely is more messy then I expected it.

I have a lot of close friends and a few acquaintances, but I seem to fell alone quiet a lot, I've been told I can tell people what's on my mind, but If I told them I know they wouldn't understand, or tell me they have it worse and that I'm lucky.

Nobody gets it!! Nobody gets the pain I'm in!!

Anyways I'm Currently seated on class, back row in the corner closes to the window, because it helps with my anxiety to sit here, I feel more comfortable.
I don't sit next to anyone in my class closes person to me is the person Infront of me.

have I mentioned I'm known as a freak? Only thing people have even liked me for is doing there homework!
I've only had one relationship in my life, with a girl called Scarlett, she was great at first, that was until I found out she was straight and dating me for a dare, good I fucking hate truth or dare, and people! Every singlular person! Even myself! I hate the way I act, the way I look, my personality and especially the way I walk.

I walk like a clown, but worse. Ya know how people walk, heel, toe, heel, toe? Yeah well I walk, toe, toe, toe!! Or I'll walk on the side of my feet! Which sucks! Cause people look at me funny with a disgust face, as there whispering to there friends how ugly I look and how weird my walk is, the only thing I have wished for in this world is to walk normally!

Honestly! It's hard to love myself when my sister picks on my walk and run (I used to run when I was younger never again) and for how I look. According to my sisters I'm a "pig" and "ugly" I guess that's all I can really say about myself.

372 words nice!!
Don't mind how trash this is, this is my first ever Wattpad writing piece.