(Overcome) Watch Over Me

Chapter 11: Night Changes

Mary's POV
Zayn has stopped talking to me and is only shaking his head at me. He grabs me by the waist and smiles at me. I smile back, are you okay? He then says yeah I'm fine, I just think that if Niall, shit, he fucked you, Mary, I'm pissed he raped you I am mad right now I'm sorry. I don't want It Zayn if I am, he pulls away and says how are we going to get rid of it then I don't want you to get rid of it if it damages you from me in the future. I feel empty right now he starts walking away from me and then I drop to the floor to sit and Zayn turns around I start crying and put my head in my arms hiding my face. He tries to grab my hand but I pull it away. He says what's wrong and I don't answer, he pushes my hair back from my face and I stand up to try to get away from him and when I'm walking he grabs my arm and says, I'll ask Niall if he used a condom and I'll get you a pregnancy test, Okay? I look him in the eyes and he pulls me in to hug him and he wraps his arms around me and rubs my back. I rest my head on his chest and he moves against the counter behind him and he says are you tired? I nod my yes and he brings one of his hands from my back and to my head, he sits with me in his arms and says do you want me to try to take a nap with you and I shake my head no. He wasn't talking for a little bit and now I'm not talking at all. He lifts me into his arms as I'm still awake and I wrap my legs around him and then rest my head on his shoulder. He says "Are you awake still? I nuzzle my face into his neck and kiss it. I bring my arms around his shoulders and cling my fingers together to hold myself. His hands start shaking a little bit holding onto me. I then decide to talk and ask, what's wrong? I Unwrap my legs from him and his legs go off me I'm standing on the ground and he brings his hands to my face while his hands are still shaking and grasps my face in his hands and kisses me. He pulls back and says you made me nervous by kissing my neck. I blush and look away and then look back and he says you can take a nap if you want to I have to go get some groceries for the house, I have no food here now. I nod and say Idk if I'll sleep but I'll probably have music and stuff playing. Then he asks, do you want to go with me? I shake my head and say no. He then says I have to get ready and then walks past me and up the stairs. I walk to the couch and sit down and wait for him to come back down. Five minutes later Zayn comes down the stairs and comes up behind me and kisses my cheek and says I'll see you later. He then comes around the couch in front of me and kneels and says, I have to go give apologies to Harry. I look at him and reach my hands up and touch his hair and push the strand of hair that was falling out of his hair back he closes his eyes and I put my hand on his jaw and he turns his head into my hand looking for my comfort. I lean forward and kiss him on the lips and he opened his eyes after I say I love you and he kisses my knee and stands up and says I love you too keeping eye contact and saying I'll see you later and I'll text you when I see Harry. I nod my head and he blinks his eyes turning glossy I stand up and walk toward him and hug him and rest my head on his chest he hugs me back and kisses my forehead and says bye one last time and goes outside to the car I watch him walk to the car and get in and then I go back into the house. I walk back over to the couch and sit down and take my phone out of my pocket. I look at it and see a text from Niall and it says, "I'm sorry Mary for doing that to you this weekend even though I knew you were with Zayn, I open my phone and go to the text and read the rest, it was a stupid thing I had in my head and It wouldn't leave so I decided to take that idea to the next level and look how it turned out and It then says, I know you are worried you are pregnant but I used a condom". Then another text sends and It says, Zayn told me the story over text just a little bit ago and I wanted to tell you that I did use a condom with you and I'm sorry that I did do that to you in the first place. I start getting mad that he texted me and had my phone in my hand I get a text and It was from Zayn saying that he was with Harry right now and asked if I wanted something from a fast food place before he came home I texted him back and told him that Niall texted me and that I wanted something from Wendy's like a chicken sandwich and fries and asked him if he could also go to Burger King and get me Jalapeno cedar bites. He texted me back and said, "I was going to go to burger king for myself anyway so it's okay I'll get you your stuff from Wendy's after, then I'll be home in a little bit, Okay"? I send him, "Okay see you in a little while". I set down my phone and sit on the couch and stare at the wall waiting I look at my phone every five seconds to look at the time I start wondering why it's taking so long and get frustrated It starts to get lonely and I stand up and start walking around it's only been five minutes since Zayn texted me and I try and hold myself together I am sitting next to the couch facing toward the door and start crying and put my face in my legs and holding my face to cover it I sit there for a while crying and then I feel a hand on my back and I know it's Zayn. He picks me up and puts me on my feet and I wrap my arms around him he pulls me back and says "I'm here, I'm here now, It's okay" I pull him back to hug me and hold him tight. He lifts me and I wrap my legs around him he rubs my back. I close my eyes and put my head on his shoulder and cried into his neck. He kissed my cheek a few times trailing it from the side of my face to my cheek holding me tighter. He puts one of his hands behind my head and the other one on my back and sets me on the island counter in the kitchen. He puts his face into my neck and kisses it, I get shivers from him and I have an instant mood change and I start breathing heavily. He kisses my neck and sucks on the skin he pulls me to the edge of the counter more and puts my legs down from wrapping around him. He moves against me and groans, he pulls me back from kissing my neck and kisses my lips he brings his hand to my stomach and glides it over my body he brings it to my chest and slams his pelvis into me I start to get confused and he brings his hand to my throat and holds it. I start to not be able to breathe and I try and pull away but he has a good hold on me I try and say his name but I can't get the words out. He lets go and starts shaking me and starts yelling my name. I open my eyes and Zayn is holding my hand. I move away from him and pull my hand out of his. He says Mary you were crying and fell asleep It's okay it was a Nightmare I feel more comfort from it and he moves toward me kneeling next to me and he puts his hand on the side of my face I feel a tear running down my face and my eyes start twitching. He grabs my face with my hands and puts my face on his shoulder I rest my head on him and he hugs me. I sniffle and he says, I got our food over on the table. I want comfort from him and want a sexual connection with him right now after the dream I had. I sniffle again and pull out of his arms, stand up, and wipe my eyes. I grab his hand and look into his eyes with desire he smiles at me and I walk backward while looking into his eyes still. I turn around and walk toward the Island in the kitchen and stop at it and turn around Zayn puts his hands on my hips and kisses me and pulled back and I put my hands on his chest. He then looks at me with his face resting with desire in his eyes and asks, are you sure you want this right now? and I nod my head smiling and I press my fingers into his chest, I take them off and put them on the counter, and hop up and Zayn helps me up as well. I am sitting at the counter and Zayn pulls me to the edge of the counter by my thighs when I'm there Zayn steps closer to me and I put my hands on his. He is standing close enough so our chests are pressed he puts his hand in my hair and kisses me I put one of my hands on his neck and one on his side and pull his pelvis closer to me so I can feel him on me. He moves into me more and pushes my legs up a little bit I am leaning back more and Zayn is kissing my neck. He stands up and I pull off my shirt. I lay down on the counter and he takes off his shirt I pull him closer with my legs and he leans down and kisses my stomach. I get shivers on my back and he notices then he says, cold? I nod my head and I look down at him he stares into my eyes and brings his hand between my legs he uses his thumb and rubs me and I get tense from it I grab the side of the counter and he looks up at me I start breathing heavily and he takes his hand off of me. He puts both of his hands on my hips and moves me closer to him and presses on my hips I grab his hands and hear a slapping sound so I think I hit his hands when I grabbed them, he looks up at me and looks back down at his hands and loosens his grip he steps back a little bit and looks up at me he has a sorry expression and I get up and look him in the eyes and kiss him. He nods his head and I lay down again. He moves his hips into me and my ears pop I hear him groan and I look up at him with my mouth wide open he grinds on me again and then I moan I prop myself up on my elbows I hear birds outside and I look around the room I look at the refrigerator and I can hear it between looking at everything I could hear Zayn moaning and groaning. I look at Zayn and he's still thrusting his hips on me looking down at him and me pushing together. I haven't heard his voice in a long time so I say Zayn and he looks up at me quickly and he doesn't say anything, I say I love you grab his hand, and do a thumbs up at him and he does it back and he says I love you too I look into his eyes and I have a tear falling down my cheek and he's smiling at me but he says what's wrong? I smile at him and look down at us between my legs Zayn is hard he's pressing against me and I say this feels good to do with you, I don't look up at him and he starts talking and he says It does feel good, then he stops talking and then says, Dang, it's complicated to talk when you're not looking at me he puts his hand on my chin and makes me look at him. I smile and he starts talking but I put my finger in his face. I then say well if I'm too complicated for you now then this must be too hard for you and I point down at him. He starts laughing and kisses me. He moves on me and I lay back down and he presses on my stomach gently. He then stops and brings both of his hands to my pants and unbuttons them, he pulls them off of me and puts them on the ground I look at him and he starts kissing around me, and I twitch from the touch. He wets his fingers and pull my underwear to the side and glides his fingers on me. He moves his head down between my legs and then quickly looks up at me and asks, is this okay to do? I nod my head and he moves his hand to mine and squeezes it. He lowers his head again and starts kissing me I close my eyes and try to relax but I'm very tense from his kissing there. He moves his head around a little bit on me and starts using his tongue he makes me wet and then goes over onto my clit and I shiver he squeezes my hand and I start to relax he moves his hand and threads his fingers into my hand. He pulls away from me and puts three of his fingers in me he starts thrusting them into me and looks at me and bites his lip he leaned into me and kisses me I start breathing heavily into his mouth while he's kissing me and I start to moan. He pulls away and I moan into the air. He puts his tongue on me again and flicks his tongue while still using his fingers and pushing into me. I feel numb and I can't make a sound I am finally able to push it out of me and I moan loudly and Zayn stops he pulls down his pants and steps out of them and kicks them away He puts bim self in me and makes it move up and down on me I watch him do it and he pushes down on my clit with himself and I moan. I grab his hand and he looks up at me while he does it again I moan and he pulls off my underwear. He rubs his thumb over me and I sit up and grab his hips he brings his hand up and I stop him from putting his finger in my mouth I look down at him and then grab him gently stroking him he puts his thumb on my mouth on the side and moves his finger back and forth in my mouth over my tongue. I bring my other hand up and stop his hand and lick his finger and then kiss the tip of his finger. I let go of his hand and he puts it on my shoulder he's looking to do something else so I gesture his hand to my neck and he grabs it bringing his face to mine to kiss me. I have him in my hand still so I rub him over myself and then put him in me and he slams into me he has a hold of my neck and he kisses me while forcefully pushing himself in me I moan and he lays me down on my back gently. He starts going faster still slamming into me He has one of his hands on my neck and the other on my thigh. He then moans and takes his hand off my neck and puts it on my other thigh he squeezes my thigh and then I let out a moan. I cry out with moans and Zayn asks if I'm okay and I nod my head yes, I then moan while saying It feels so good. He doesn't say anything but he has his eyes closed and his head tilted back looking at the ceiling. I bring my hand down and grab his hand he looks down at me and leans forward to kiss me. He moans and then pulls out of me and says, shit he pulls out of me and I moan he starts talking but I tell him to help me climax because I already know what happened. He says fuck and then I lay my head down and he kisses around my clit and then uses his tongue and starts flicking it on me I start to moan already and he keeps going he has both of his hands on my thighs and brings up one of his hands and holds mine his hand is shaky and he feels scared or nervous. I have a tear in my eyes and I climax and moan loudly. I wipe my eye and lean up Zayn then says I came in you. I nod my head, Yea I know I get dressed and go to the bathroom, and when I come out Zayn is standing there and comes up to me and puts his hand around my waist he kisses me for a few seconds and then lets me go I grab him again and kiss him with tongue a pull him toward me and he holds on we stand there making out basically for a few minutes and then he says I have to go to the bathroom. He kisses me one last time and heads into the bathroom. I stand for a second and hear a small clatter, I walked to Zayn's room but remember he brought us food and walk back out of his room he is just then walking out of the bathroom and bumps into me he grabs my arm to steady me and I look at him and smile. While I was walking down the stairs with Zayn he asks, are you okay with it in you right now or do we need to go to the drugstore and get the stuff so it's not in you anymore so you don't get pregnant? He then says Or we could, then he stops talking and we are standing by the Island. I turn around when I'm at the food he got and remember what we just did. I grab his hand and think about what he just said, his hand is shaking and he tries pulling his hand away but I hold it tighter. He pulled my hand up and kisses it, he then pulls me and kisses my forehead, and rests his head on mine. He lifts his head a few seconds later and then. I let go of his hand but he doesn't let go of mine I grab the bag of food with one hand and then open the bag. He lets go of my hand after seeing my struggle and smiles, I smile back and he grabs the bag from me because I'm not doing anything with it. He set out my stuff for me and walked over to the stuff he got for himself and handed me the jalapeno cheddar bites I got. I sit down on the seat next to me and Zayn pulls up the one he moved and puts it back in its place and walks around me and sits on the other side of the table closest to me. I eat my chicken sandwich and have a Dr pepper that Zayn got from the fridge. He asks me to grab one and then stands up and comes up behind me and puts himself against me and grabs my waist and hugs me he rests his head on my shoulder and grabs a Dr pepper from the fridge kisses my neck and I close my eyes and he kisses my neck again. He unwraps his arms around me and says let's eat. He washes His hands and Grabs a towel to wipe his hands dry.
To be continued next Chapter will be posted in a few weeks.