Complicated love :KTH

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Taehyung pov.

I came to my senses.
God, what was I doing just now?
I can't kiss her. Not again. She doesn't value it.
And doesn't think of me as someone more than friends.

When I broke that bottle of vodka. I backed up. Everyone was staring at us. Y/n also stared at me.
It looked like she wanted us to continue. But I failed to do her wish. I quickly turned back and reached for my wallet which was near the seat I was at earlier. And I went outside to the parking area where my car was parked.

I was drunk and I knew that. But I still drive the car to my home safely. I didn't care if I went into an accident. I just wanted to be alone. Away from y/n.

I can't face her. I don't know why I am the one avoiding her when she's at fault. But I am pretending to be the one at fault.

I reached home. No one was there. I guess Mom has again gone to her maternal house. And Vishal and Bhavik had gone for their night shift.

Unfortunately, it will be again me and her this night.
I went to the kitchen and saw that Mom had cooked food for us before leaving. I ate it and left some for y/n.
I washed my plate and went to my room.
I looked myself in the mirror. I looked sweaty and smelled like alcohol. I went to the bathroom and had a warm bath.

Y/n's pov

Kailey and Glen dropped me home. I knocked on the door and saw that it was open.
So he was already here.

It isn't safe to leave the door open. He should have locked it. He should have come down to open the door only to see my face. I should have seen his face. I should have apologized maybe or passed him. He would have hugged me or walked past me.

I reached the living room and then the kitchen. I ate the food which Taehyung had left for me.
I felt full after eating two three-bites. So I threw my plate at the sink. I took a bag of chips from the cupboard and went to my room.

I comb my hair while eating the chips. It felt so tasteless. Suddenly I remember the time when he kissed me. it was, and the warmness was just adding aroma to it.

Maybe I should just check up on him? I don't want to see him wasted on his bed.

I finished combing my hair. And stood up and crawled to his room.
I wanted to knock but I look it was open.

I took a peek inside. And I was breathless.

He was seated on the bed only in a towel. He was drying his hair with the hair dryer. His blonde hair has gotten curly because of the shower he had.
And he had slightly become more handsome doing his own business.

Suddenly a wind blew from my behind making my hair fly. Hair was sticking to my eyes. And I struggle to hold the door which I opened a little bit.

I slipped and my toe got hit by the door making me jump. I hissed in pain.
Suddenly my eyes opened and saw myself inside the room with the Half naked or maybe full-naked Taehyung standing in front of me staring in amusement.

My cheeks flushed pink seeing his body this close.i never realized he was this build up as he always wore baggy clothes .I noticed his veiny hands which dropped the hair dryer and stood up.
His face was in confusion.

" Just checking if you have arrived or not" I finally spoke.
He didn't say something he just stares at me up and down.

What was he doing?

" Your toe! " he points at it.

I looked down and saw shockingly saw that a piece of glass was stuck on it and that was the thing that made me hissed in pain.

Maybe it got hit when Taehyung dropped the bottle of whiskey.

" oh-it-"

" let me cover it up " he walks toward me. And suddenly he picks me up in bridal style. I got embarrassed as it was only a small wound and he was carrying me.

He makes me sit on his bed.

He opens one of his drawers and takes out the first aid box.
He carefully pushes me back so he can face my leg.

" I'm sorry, I didn't see that coming. I would have first checked if you got hurt or not. I ran away shamelessly. " he said cleaning the blood.

" No Tae, I AM SORRy " he looked up at her.

" No! Now you don't have to say sorry. I know you have plans and I would just be distracting you. So I've decided I would leave soon. " Taehyung said looking sad but having some mature look.

" Taehyung you don't have to leave... I-i am just... I don't know what should I do. I'm confused as hell. I want you okay? But it's just that. I don't trust anyone easily. From the day Kailey broke up with me. I've lost my belief in everyone. It's very hard for me to patch up with someone. When all I get in return is traits. "

" I understand Y/n. But I think it will be easy for you if I leave you-"

" Don't say it like that Taehyung. " y/n quickly cupped his face. " I know you are a good person and you have a big heart in you. I don't want to lose you but I can't easily trust you either. I just need time to adapt and you know... Secret coming on the way... " Y/n stood up on her knees.

" I HAVEN'T HAD A BOYFRIEND BEFORE! " She covered her face in embarrassment. " Not more than one week "

" what? " Taehyung yelled in shock. " I mean... It doesn't matter. "

" I'm not used to dating anyone and I'm just afraid I might get too attached and obsessed, or I might annoy you a lot. Then one day you would leave me. "

" No why would I leave the love of my life "

" Now that was cringey. " Y/n commented on his lines.

" Y/n what do you think? Give me a chance and then we'll see what happens. "Taehyung also stood from the bed facing y/n. " look! Here is the deal, we can date for some time and if you fall for me we can be officially together. What do you think? "

" Can we do that? "

" of course" Taehyung cupped her hands.

" You mean secretly? "

Taehyung nodded. " we can do it non-secretly as well "

Taehyung excused himself for a second and changed into some night suits. He came to the bathroom and saw Y/n seating in the same position on the bed.
" Hey it's your house, you can sit comfortably. "

" But still you are my guest you know "

" Hmph! Oh right! "

" Are you tired? "

" No "

" Or maybe cold? " He stares at her attire. She was wearing camisoles and a pair of shorts. The AC was on. She didn't say anything.

He picks up a thick blanket and covers y/n with it.
They both comfortably sit on the bed. And then stares at the window outside.

It was again a night with a full moon.

" But Taehyung... What do we do while dating? " y/n asks.

" Uhm you'll see " Taehyung says hovering under the sheets.

" See what? " She asks, ready to be asleep.

" first of all tell me if you agree or not. "

" I mean... Yes " She says fidgeting her fingers. Taehyung's eyes lighten up.

" so we are now dating? " He asks again to confirm.

"I guess " she says getting under the sheets too.